I don't know why, i just couldn't cry.

More than words

What the hell is wrong with me? I miss him. 

I miss him more than i could say. Literally.

I don't know what else i can do.

I miss being pretty betty and tupai tanah )':

Emotionless or too emotional?

What am I feeling?

I am just simply confused

Truth be told,

I can't ever be more honest.

 Whats mine is yours pal! :D

HEY! THATS MINE! 

L.O.V.E

This will be me one day.

IF you push your luck too far that is. (:

Look outside, its already light and the sun ran away with the night.

Overview

People in this world is definitely more interested judging and making up stories about other people. No matter how old you get, majority would judge. ALL THE TIME. They don't just judge on looks. They judge on every aspects of a person From top to bottom. From out to in.


What do you get from doing all of this? Self-satisfaction? Probably. You judge other people as if you have no imperfections. Everyone isn't perfect. Deal with it. You're so insecure about your own life and haves, you'd tear anyone down just so you can feel good about yourself. You'd even betray and backstab your best mate just to feel superior.


That is just sad. Don't you think you're old enough and wise enough to think? Use your common sense. You judge people, people are just gonna do the same. I am really tired of the human species who's selfish, overly proud of themselves, boastful, heartless and just simply don't care of other people's feelings. 


I am not pointing this out to anyone in particular but if you feel as if it fits you right, then please just change.
I'm not saying i don't do anything i just said or i'm perfect, no. I know i am not perfect. I know i still do bad things. I am not the nicest person on earth, i admit but i'm changing. I'm trying to change because i'm not just all talk and no action. I think i'm old enough to know what i'm supposed to do although i know i might occasionally get side-tracked due to unstable emotions but i'm doing something about it. You should too.

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A little piece of mind

I have been feeling really angry these past few days. There is always something bugging me and pissing me off. Testing my patience much? Yeah I got patience. But once you cross the line, you're done for. Note, this is for a couple of females. Both in different situations.

One, did you have to what you did in front of me purposely to make me angry? Don't think for one second I don't know your intentions. I may be blurr, sometimes nooby and lurus bendul but I know for a fact that I am not stupid. I've got brains and common sense and to be more clear, I'VE GOT EYES! I saw what you did with my two eyeballs. Can't you respect boundaries and limits? You've got brains too, don't you? If you're still a bit blurr, then let me ask you this question and you answer me. Would you like it if I did the exact same thing to you purposely knowing that you're watching? You're more possessive than I am in that part and you know it so I can bet 110% you'd be even more furious than I am so get your reality checked. Respect boundaries. You're all words but no actions. If you don't like certain things that people would do that makes you uncomfortable, don't ever do the same. You can talk the talk. Everyone knows that. But can you walk the walk? I haven't seen that yet.

Two, don't think you're so perfect! Just because you're getting married, it doesn't make you the boss of everything. Especially the boss of my life. Yes, I know I have to respect you as you're older than me but age is just a number.  I deserve as much respect from you too. Just because i'm younger and i'm not allowed to talk back at you, It doesn't give you the right to take advantage of that. I'm only human. Yes, I do talk back at you but note, only if I know I'm not in fault. I have the right to voice out my opinion and thoughts and you should acknowledge it. If you raise your voice at me, I'll do the same. If you're rude to me, i'll be rude back. You always say i'm disrespectful and all but come on, you need to give respect to get it. I should have said this to you a long time ago. Telling you this now is probably useless. I've always been the one who has to change in this family but why does only have to me? Why can't you change? I asked you before, why can't you change? and you replied, "i've tried" So? that is not an excuse. You never let me used that excuse so why are you an exception? you're bullshit you know that? 

I'm not talking to you. I'm not layaning you. I'm tired of your crap. 

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