JB's Prom (:

Hey there!
okay i am gonna tell you about the whole entire day of the prom. haha
it all started when me and deena didn't wake up that morning. haha. we were supposed to wake up at 8 but we woke up at 10 instead. gahaa.
okay then we mandi mandi and all. and we got ready to go to ND's house because deena wanted to borrow a dress.
After we got ready and all, uncle uda (deena's dad) took us to ND's house.
Then we went in and we saw her mcm almost sleeping at the bench outside. she just got back from work. she works from 8 pm until 8 am. crazy kan?
okay then we went in her room and deena chose a dress. first she wanted this gold dress but it was showy showy. if she twirled she could see her knickers. haha
so she picked this oldschool type of dress. and she looked great! :D
Okay then me, deena and ND wanted to have lunch at roost. deena has been wanting to show me that place so we went there and OMGOD its super nice!
I seriously love the photography they took. I couldnt take my eyes off of them.
Then we ate. after that we went to the New York Hotel which was the event's hotel.
I had a soundcheck because i performed :D
I was the special guest from KL *winkwink* haha
we waited quite long and it was quite awkward because i dont know anyone there. just deena and her friends je.
So i practiced on my own for a while sambil tunggu shooq and phat and all.
Then when they came shooq's band sounchecked first. so i listened and the band was awesomely good. I was really impressed :D
Okay then i soundchecked. once je. because i had to do my hair. haha
Then after the soundcheck we went to Holiday Plaza to do our hair.
Then we walked home to deena's house at century garden.
While walking we were sort of kind of disturbed by dogs. haha
they weren't chasing us but they disturbed us. haha
quite scary. haha but finally we were home. all three of us got ready and all and we went to the hotel. i was freaking nervous like hell okay! you have no idea. haha
then we met rahmat, nam, and aeyul.
After that we went up and bought our tickets and had a stamp on our hand.
Then i saw there were alot of people and i got really really nervous until i cant eat.
I ate only the first few bites. after that i cant anymore. haha
then there were performers and all and i kept going back and forth to the toilet to practice. haha
and then there was a dance competition. haha
AND THERE WERE TWO DRAGSS! haha
and i dont know where in the world did they come from. haha
and they entered the dance competition and girls had to battle guys.
One of them was shy and ask the guy to go first and then when the guy started already she was all excited and danced until the guy literally ran away from her. hahaha.
It was seriously funny. haha. i laughed like i never before. gaahah
Then the other drag was not shy at all. haha
She wore a dress that slit until her thighs.
And when it was her turn, she showed her legs and we were all like "WHOAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!" haha
and she danced with her partner and the guy layan the drag okay! and you should see what else he did. haha. It was hilarious i tell you!
haha
then we went back to the performence. shooq's band was next and they were totally AWESOME! :D
i give them a 10 upon 10. :D
after that there were 3 more performence. 2 girls and then me. I was the last to perform.
Then the first girl sang already then it was supposed to be another girl before me but then my name was called out and i was shocked. i wasn't ready. haha
i was like omgod omgod omgod. haha
then i went up there and i sang. and guess what?
I GOT A ROSE! :D
haha. from shooq's bestfriend. his name is ariff but they all call him poy.
Then i was relieved. and i know my voice wasn't good that night. it was shakey and just not nice. i was nervous so it wasn't my best performence. but its okay. (:
then it was dancing time.
It was the slowdancing type and im not good at that. the only time i've ever slow danced was with my ex boyfriend and tu pun without music and we didn't know what we were doing. haha
Then poyy asked me to dance with him. :O
shocking right? haha
then i did. i had fun. and there were pictures but i dnt know where are the pictures. haha
Then it was the dancing part yg put your hands in the ayer type of dance. haha
that was the best part. haha
i enjoyed it so much! :D
So the story ends here.
Until next time my fellow mates and matettes. (:

xoxo,
SYAKIRAH <3

Update

Hey peeps,
Today's story mory is kinda lame but i just need to let it out. So it's your choice if you wanna read it or not.
I fucking hate my life. Everything was fine until something happened and i'm not gonna tell what that something is. I'm hurt and also depressed.
I used to like this person but now i'm starting to worry why. Is it worth it?
I don't know. At this point i have my doubts and i'm gonna do something before anything else happens.
So here's my choice. I'm closing my options and i'm just flying solo and i am gonna go with the flow.
There is no destination. Just a continuous road to self discovery.
I am tired oj just stopping and pulling over and push away my other options and who knows they may be better? So i think i am done and i just wanna live my life how its meant to.
I am gonna be alone for now, so what? i can handle it i guess.
I know i am going to be extremely lonely but i'll have to live with it.
I do wanna find my other half. Oh that would be a dream come true but i know it's never gonna happen. I guess i am a type of girl who hopes too much and i ended up hurting myself when things don't go the way i hoped. But people keep on giving me false hope. And i am trying not to listen to them but its hard to deal with so many things at the same time you know.
Well all i am saying is that things never really go the way i hoped it'll be but i've learn to live with it and i am kinda used to it so i guess its no problem but the pain and the sadness will always be there and adding on as the days pass. That cant be changed. For me.
Well i a getting pretty tired.
So my blog ends here. Until next time (:

xoxo,
SYAKIRAH <3

Thursday (:

Hello good people of the world. haha
Guess what! I had a haircut yesterday and now i have BANKS! :D heeee
Supposedly i was focusing on ala ala having hayley williams look but improvise sikit because i have curley hair but then i ended up looking like Demi Lovato. haha
Which is fine but thats not what im going for mann! haha
I went to the salon like 5 like that and i did treatment and all that jazz and my hair was only finished like at 7.30. lambat kan? but its all worth it (: ngeee
Then after that i went home and tukar baju because ray said at Laundry ada Campur Chart Goes Live punya thingy so okay, i went to Laundry and hang out hang out. I wore a green tube top and a lace vest on it and black shorts with slipper. I'll show you the picture
<< There you go. I know, i look fat but wth i deserve to wear clothes like these too. ^.^
Then we sampai laundry it was Campur Chart. It was moonshine ke moonlight i'm not sure but i know ada moon lah. hahaha.
Then we sat down and watch the live performances and gosh gempak gila!
Then i ordered hot chocolate because it was friggin cold that night. And the waiter came with a bucket of beer for the rest but not me, gila ke?
But the waiter thinks im older than my age and almost gave me a bottle of beer. haha.
Cuakk dowh! haha
Then we continued watching the performances and then sambil tu we played gymramy. hehe.
we played until 1 almost 2 like that okayy, but i liked it. it was fun.
Then we went to rasta for awhile because some of us were still hungry and nak tapau makanan. While waiting for the food, we played batu seremban. haha. Ada je nak buat to pass the time. haha.
And we laughed like mad okay! hard to explain why. you'd have to watch it for you to know why. haha. but i swear it was damn funny! haha.
Okay this blog ends here for now. Until next time my friends (:

xoxo,
SYAKIRAH <3

Adventure to KL starring Syakirah and Deena! :D

Heyy there guyss,
on Friday, the 5th of December, 2008, Me and Deena went on a journey to the heart of Kuala Lumpur. heee
I'll tell you EVERY single thing that happened. hehe
Here it goes (:

The night before, me and deena went online until 2 am like that. Then we decided to sleep because we have to wake up extremely early tomorrow which is at 6 am. Now i know you're wondering why we had to wake up that early right? Well we didn't have any other transportation to take us to KL that doesn't involve a lot of money so we tumpang Deena's sister, Kak Tina to work since her office which is Singapore Airlines, is in KL.
So on Friday, we didn't wake up at 6 like we planned but we woke up at 7 instead and we only have like 15 minutes to get ready and i was like Oh my freaking god! Kak Tina is so gonna kill us if we're late but then we managed to get ready in time. heheee :D
Then we had to send Kak Tina's husband to his alternative office because his original office had a landslide. I saw it and it was superbly scary, a lot of cars hancur including the new mercedes that had only came out of the shop for a week! Kesian kan? i know.
It was jamming over there because everyone was sooo kepoh to look at the landslide and don't give a damn that people are late but that's normal right.
Okay then we reached Kak Tina's office around 8 till 8.30 like that and we waited in the pantry. We saw how Kak Tina had to layan the customers and i tell you, they are freakin annoying! I don't know how she can control her patience and anger. haha. Anyways, while waiting until it was time for us to start walking, we helped decorate the christmas tree! :D I even took a snowflake ornament. hehe shh! :P
Then it was already like 10 plus and Kak Tina said we could leave already and her friend showed us the way to the monorail. We understood was she said but when we started walking we forgot. hahaha and we ended up lost. we went to the wrong side. haha. Oh and just to say, during this whole adventure, we got lost A LOT of times. haha.
Kay back to the part we got lost going to the monorail station. We then found a gula gula stall and we asked for directions and he asked us to go straight so we did.

Then we saw the sign 'KL monorail' and we were so excited! and beside there was a Putra LRT station and we thought to go to the monorail, we had to go down there and we did. haha, and the escalator is freaking steep and tall! Me and Deena was like, "okay okay, gayat. Im scared". haha
Then we went back up and went to the monorail station!


Here's a picture to show we actually made it to the monorail!


Then we went to the counter to buy the ticket thingy to go to Bukit Bintang. It cost like 1.20 each. Then we had to wait for like 10 minutes. Oh and by the time we reached the monorail, it was already 10.36 am.
We didn't see that many people riding with us so we buat bodoh je. haha.
We laughed and sang and basically act dumb. haha.
We were absolutely crazy that day. We couldn't keep our mouth shut! haha. Then the monorail arrived and i was kinda scared to go on it because i had a bad experienced once when i was a little girl. Very little like 5 or 6 years old. I was on my mom's back and we were in the LRT and we wanted to go out. Everyone was pushing (you know malaysians) and my mom ended up falling and her foot was stuck to the railway. I fell head first to the floor from my mom and i was injured quite badly. And my mom injured her foot a little bit and she lost a slipper. So ever since then i was scared. Okay, back to the monorail.

I overcame my fear and i went on the monorail looking down and being extra carefull my foot doesn't get stuck and in matter of seconds i was in the monorail sitting down (:
Then me and Deena just sat there and waited until our destination was reached. We wanted to go to BB which was on the right and two stops away but then the monorail went to the left. We didn't notice until Deena saw the sign Medan Tuanku and we were thinking this is not our stop. Before our stop should be Raja Chulan. So we knew we were on the wrong platform. haha.We didn't sempat to go out while we were at Medan Tuanku so we went out a stop ahead which was Chow Kit. haha. Then we walked to the other platform and waited, AGAIN for another 15 minutes but good thing we kept ourselves entertained (:












Then we arrived! We arrived there at 11.20 am and we stopped at Lot 1o and then we walked to Pavilion. We didn't get lost to Pavi because i already know the way there. hehe. Then we took a picture of of achievement but everyone there was like 'what the hell are they doing? and why the hell are they doing it? eee, gila gedik!' but me and Deena was like, phhfft, whatever. We just wanna take a picture of us in front on pavi (:

Then we went to GSC to buy our movie tickets for 12.30. Then off for breakfast! We ate at La Bodega (:
We shared a plate of english breakfast and a plate of pancakes (:
Then we hanged there until our movie started and we left like 10 minutes before the movie started. Cuz i had an emergency that involves a toilet. haha. Then we took a lot of pictures and just plain berangan in there, haha. you know girls. heee :P
Then we went for our movie and it was awesome! we watched Wild Child :D i now have the hots for Alex Pettyfer. ngeee :P
Okay, continue with our story, after the movie we figured, we wanna go to Times Square and go to the theme park. So we walked, we didn't know the direction to Times Square so we asked Pavi's information counter and we became Singaporeans. haha. The man asked us "Is this your first time in KL?" and I said "Yeahh." Then he asked "Where are you from?" then Deena answered "Singapore." haha, and we even had names for each other. Deena's was Virgo and I was Sarah. haha. Oh and did i tell you that we even got a map? ahah. we really did look like actual tourists. haha. But having the map didn't really help that much. we still got lost. haha.
After that we were just walking to see where is Times Square and we saw Sungei Wang and we were actually planning to there to buy my friend's birthday present but we say never mind lah we dont know the way. haha but since we found it, we went in. haha. Then i bought my friends present and we were off to Times Square but then we got lost finding the way out. haha!

Then we found the entrance and we found our way to Times Square then we straight on went to the theme park but we got lost finding it. haha. See, we were lost a lot of times right? haha.
Then when we found it, we saw that it was damn expensive so we decided to go karaoke instead and we did. we even ate lunch in there and i was so proud of Deena because she hardly ever sings! and she sang in front of me! heheee. :D
then while we were singing, Kak Tina called and asked us to go back to her office and then we rushed to the monorail and all and we were late jgk hehe. and that is the end of our KL adventures. Until next time (:

xoxo,
SYAKIRAH <3

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Hello there, okay, i know i haven't been blogging much lately but hey, i've been quite busy. hehe
Okay, the latest news about me is that my parents went to haji and i am missing them so badly! I miss my DADDY and my mommy )':
They are like coming back on the 28th of december okay! that's a long time.
Well, i duwanna talk about it anymore, im gonna miss them even more later on.
Okay, i am so bengang with my sister's macbook. haha
i wanna record me playing and singing the 'the first cut is the deepest' but it keeps shutting down. sheesh. very annoying! =.='
Oh oh! for the people who dont know me, i love singing and for the people who do, you know i love to sing everywhere and anywhere right? me and my sister went out somewhere with her friend and then i was singing and then the friend said i had a nice voice. *blush* hehe
I know it sounds so perasan-ish but to get a compliment on my voice means a lot to me. :D
okay what else eyy,
oh yeah! I am totally pissed at my ex-boyfriend because when we broke up we became normal friends and then he had a girlfriend. and then he keeps complaining and keeps asking for advice from me. The first and second time was understandable but after that it became annoying. His routine is like this, before he has a girlfriend, he'll come to me and sometimes call me syg syg and then he finds another girlfriend and then when he is with his new girl, he complains about her to me and then he breaks up with her and then meleset to me and everything. Very mengada and disgusting okay. He treats me as the water in between meals okay! Very frustrating. I am like the rebound girl but never THE girl. Not that i wanna be his girl but i kinda wanna be someones girl. But whatever, never gonna happen anyways so yeah. okay,
I'll update later on okay! :D

xoxo,
SYAKIRAH (;

CampRock:Living The Dream! :D

OMGODD! camp rock was awesommee! hee

i went to astro and had breakfast and made friends and all. i got a folder and a TAG! with my name on in! aaah! haaaha. 

Okay, then we were seperated to two groups: online and on air. i dont know why but never mind. ngeeheee.

Then we got in our buses and on to KLPAC! On the way there, the hitz.fm crew, esther played some acronym games with us and we won prizes. heee! :D

Then we arrived at the destination and we straight on went to the studio for our workshop. Going back in KLPAC really brought in memories of my acting workshop and make me think this could be my future. I could perform here (:

Well then we entered our studio and we got like 10 minutes to settle down and mingle around and i made a few nice friends (: 

Then the workshop began. heee, Ean and Natalie were doing their thing and bla bla bla the workshop went on and then when it ended, we all had a photo session. we all got together and took a bunch of group photo's :D 

All in all, i had a blast! it was a fun learning experience and hopefully i get to persue my dream of performing. 

If all else fails, there's always fashion designing, and thats my fallback (:

Well, until next time then, i'll blog you real soon! ttys! 

xoxo,

SYAQROCKER!

p/s ; here are a few pictures of the day (:

Shoppers Day Out! (15th October,2008)

Hello readers! :)

14th October was awesomee okayy! I, nana, najwa and afiqah went shopping at BB. Raes and pepen teman-ed us there :D

It was soo fun okay! i bought 6 items which are a stripe tube top, a yellow half jacket, black flatties, a checkered t-shirt, pants and a green top! :D

I bought all of those and im still not satisfied :/ ahaha. well what can i say, im a girl who loves clothes. haha. 

I can wait to wear them!

Lemme tell you guys what did we do the whole day. Okay, i was at flora and after i mandi and all, i siap and while waiting for my mom to get ready, i watched anastasia. ngeee. Then, my mom da siap and all so we went to lift to go to the lobby and do you know what happened? The lift wasn't working! so i had to walk down the stairs from the 15th floor until the ground floor! I was like WTH okay! When i reached the ground floor, i was so relieved and so tired. 

After that i went to the car and to Taman Tun. Then i played with kookie and tootsie for awhile and i called nana if she's picking me up or am i going to her house. Then i decided to go to her house. Then my parents sent me there and i saw pepen's shoes. (mhmm) then i went upstairs and saw najwa wearing a flowy flowy skirt. So lawaa! (: She looked extra ayu yesterday. haha. (compliment).

Then i didn't see neither pepen nor afiqah. *winkwink* okay, thats whatever lahh kan. after everyone was ready, we got in the car and went to Jasema the mamak store. OH! before we got in the car, pepen showed me and najwa his storyboard and its so funny and there was one picture of two guys shaking hands and then najwa said "So gmba ni 0-0 la ni." Then pepen said "No lah, ni i, yang mohawk ni i. Yg tu my dad. See see kain pelekat tu." haha. then ada la lg. okay back to the jasema thingy.

We ate there and talked and all. After that we went to secret recipe. Afiqah wanted to buy a cake. but pepen said "Takpayah. no need, its a waste." haha. but in the end he was eating it all. haha!.

Then we went to KL, Afiqah was driving and pepen was in front and then me, nana, wa and raes was at the back. 

Then we reached at sungei wang. And of course, on yo shopping! haha! like i said before, i bought alotta stuff but still not satisfied. 

Okay, cut through the shopping part to the time we get home. It was raining :O ahaha.

We had to run to car while holding mcd food. imagine that. haha

I almost fell cuz the flip flops i was wearing is licin. Raes lari kelakar gila. haha. I cant explain how but yeah, it was funny. haha

i guess thats it lahh. till next time. :D

ttys,

xoxo,

SYAQROCKER

Nearly 4 am

Hello peeps,
I just got back from the mamak store downstairs at flora with Nuff and Putera and yeah, i knw its late but so what! hehe (:
Well, we watched a really annoying malay drama and nuff starts talking about it. haha. kinda funny but yeah.
Then we talked and talked and laughed and ate and drank and talk sumore. haha.
Then we told jokes and teka-teki's. its so fun! and as nuff said "what a fun night." haha.
But i'll have to wake up in the morning to go shopping with them girls at BB yoo! i hope nuff remember to give me a wake up call tomorrow. I'll remind her later :D
Well, now im here and im hearing the sound of the keyboard and nuff and putera talking about something i have no idea what but whateverkan je lah. Now its 4.02 am and im still wide awake! but in a few minutes, i'll be getting a little sleepy though so i think i'll wrap it up for now (:
Take care and ttys! :D byeee

xoxo,
SYAQROCKER!

Crash And Burn Of Boredom

A poem I created just 10 mins ago. ehee ©

Hello new memories,
Hello new beginnings,
Hello to the new life,
Let go of our feelings.

Every new start,
And every new try,
Every new laughter,
And every new cry.

Let go of the past,
Live with the present,
Look forward to the future,
Take note of every lesson.

To forgive is to forget,
That’s what they all say,
But to forget is to forgive,
Is what they do today.

Everyday is a challenge,
As it is also a mystery,
We all go through it,
The pain and the misery.

Keep your chin up,
And keep a smile on your face,
Although life could be rough,
It’s the end reward we embrace.™ ©

Please leave a comment on what you think of this poem (:

-Please and Thank You!

xoxo,

SYAQROCKER!

Lightning Strikes!

Oh my gossh. im soo scared okay! im at flora and here, its like a thunderstorm!
just now, when the windows were open, the wind was soo strong, it shut a fire door. And a fire door is super heavy so makna kata lah kan, the wind was superdeduperly Strong!
Me and my sister were like whoa! Cool. haha!
Well, thats it i guess. haha. the Rain cooled down already so yeah. haha
thats it for now, byee!

xoxo,
SYAQROCKER!

Rayaa Rayaa!

Again, HELLO!
Now, raya, the most family and friends gathering and earning month of the year. ngee :P
I love raya. i get to meet my TOK MAK. and i get to meet my Aunties and cousins i only get to meet once a year which is on raya. I'll introduce all of them who were able to make it to the celebration this year when i have the pictures. But i do have some pictures but not all so i can introduce who i can now. lemme add some pictures first (:
I'll start with my sisters since they're the only one's of my Arabee family pictures i have.

Okayy, From left:
Raihan Bt Mohd Arabee/Ray/Han/an/Kimora Lee Simmons/Beyonce:
-;She's 21 years old this 5th November. She loves dancing and has a handsome boyfriend name Fayez but i call him Abg Fayez or sometimes us sisters calls him Abg Fayfay or just Fayfay. haha.

Syakirah Bt Mohd Arabee/Me/Syaq:
-;Im 15 years old next year on the 18th of January. I love Music, singing, dancing and acting and drawing and designing. Basically the arts and the performing arts. Im gonna be facing my PMR next year and im totally unexcited about that. ehee. (:

Munirah Bt Mohd Arabee/Moon/Moonswaree:
-;She just turned 25 on the 12th of October. She loves dancing too but not as passionate as Raihan. She works in Petronas Gas in Kerteh, Terengganu. She and her friend, Kak Nelly will be opening an online boutique to sell clothes soon and hopefully it'll be a hit. (GIRLS, DO CHECK OUT THIS BLOG SOON AS I WILL BE PROMOTING THE OUTFITS THAT WILL BE IN STOCK) Moon has a boyfriend name Syahir but he's better known as Abg Shasha. heee

LASTLY
Nafisah Bt Mohd Arabee/Nuff/Naf/Ellen DeDangerous/Kim Kardashian:
-;She will be turning 23 on the 2nd of November. She has a diploma on graphic designing and she's verrrrry good in it. She's hot and slim. heee. But lotsa people say she looks like hayley williams. grrh =.='

okay thats it i guess haha.
The rest of the family i will have to introduce in another time. Probably after 4th November because im having my exams. So i'll be AWAY. but in any time i could sneek to online, i would update you guys. dont you worry about about a thing! (:
Until next time yoo! ngeee :D

xoxo,
SYAQROCKER!

Long Lost Cousin's Come Back Goes 'WOW-ED!'

Hello hello! :D Today's story mory is about the shamsuddins long lost cousins come back! :D

We're all surprised he came back to make an effort to be in the family. He is Fawwaz, the new. haha

The whole family was soooo friggin surprised to see him there and looking FINE! haha! okay, this is how we knew and our reaction. haha. its hilarious! (;

Abg Aman-"You, guys, tgk your uncle fawwaz. He doesn't look like your cousin dah."Me,nana,najwa,afiqah-"Huh? Fawwaz? hehh? Chowpp! mana?!"

And here is the picture showing the reaction.

Haha! funny rightt? haha

Kak tuty pun nak join in the fun!

And now the moment you've all been waiting for, time to reveal the long lost cousin, FAWWAZ!TAAADAAAAA!

He's the one in white with the shades and the girl in black is his girlfriend. -.-' haha! XD

there you go, finito with the long lost cousin thingamajiggy. haha. If there's more pictures, i'll post it up for yah! :D

xoxo,
SYAQROCKER!

Camp Rock!

Dear people who are reading this, Im going to CAMP ROCK! heee, im so friggin excited! aah! haha! :D

Okayy, lemme tell you how i got in and how did i reacted. ngee

First, my sister, NUFF, she told me there was a camp rock malaysia and she asked me to listen to hitz.fm, so i did everyday and i even SEARCH the web. haha. i was like being a total stalker about it, then i saw the details on how to enter and the entry closes on the 7th of september. when i read that, it was on the 5th, so i quickly asked nuff to help and all that jazz, but she said do it the next day. okay so i did. i recorded 3 songs of me singing. then i attached them to an email to send to the hitz.fm people. And that was on the 6th. I told myself, never in a million years i could be in, especially entering in the NIGHT BEFORE THE LAST DAY. So i wasn't confident and actually i forgot i entered. haha! then on the 22nd of september i got a call, but i didn't answer because i was at school and i didn't want to call back because i didn't recognized the number. it was like 03-954 something so i just let it be. then on the 24th of september i got a call from the same number when i just got back from school and still in my uniform. haha. it was the hitz.fm people! i was like OMG!

This is how the conversation went :

Hitz.fm-"Hello,"

Me-" uhmm, hello" (in a scared tone)

Hitz.fm-"May i speak to Syakirah, please?"

Me-"This is Syakirah"

Hitz.fm-"I am representing hitz.fm to tell you that you have been chosen to participate in CAMP ROCK!"

Me-"*gasp* really?! OMG!!! thank you thank you sooooooo much!" 

Hitz.fm-"ahaha, no problem, no problem. Soon, disney channel singapore will call to inform you about the details"

Me-"Oh okayy! thanks so much again :D"

Hitz.fm-"Okay, no problem. See you soon!"

Then i put the phone down and i jumped for joy! It was so unexpected okay! eheeee

Then after raya, disney channel called while i was sleeping. haha. they told me the details and i will get an email and a mail and inside there are papers that needs to be signed.

3 days ago i got the email and the mail and inside was a waiver and the

 TICKET TO ROCK!

heee. So i'm going to Camp Rock next week on the 18th of October babeyyh! whoo! :D

wish me luck! 

xoxo,

SYAQROCKER!

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Okayy,
here's my latest updates on life.
i've moved to the ghetto heaven of Flora Damansara. You have no idea how dodgy and creepy the place is my god! Its beyond scary. But once i enter my house then its all good. heee
Im still packing the stuffs that are important such as books and all that jazz. Im scared i won't have time to complete it. Thats why i dont wanna go to school tmrw but noooo, my parents wont allow me pontenging. haishh. School is boring mann. Come to think of it, life itself is plain boring. I need a lil excitement to spice things up. Thats why im in a little war fight now. haha. its fun okay! To see what the other person would say. haha
But still not enough excitement though,
Well, my finals are coming up and i am totally unprepared okayy!
hmm....
what else eyy?
I am kinda blank right noww. well well well uhmm, i cant wait till end of the school mann,
I might be going to JB (:
I wanna see Tok Mak! and her awesome asam pedas. Goshinggss.
Hmm, well i guess there's nothing else to say. I'll update on the fight soon. ehee :D

The School Sheebang :/

Well well, uhmm. I am speaking here, in this topic in general so whoever read or reading this don't terasa kayy (:

Why do we have to treat one person in a group differently, in every group there must be the one who is most hated, most bullied, most envied and moree. Cant we all just treat each other equally? after all we are humans. And we all have our differences in us and nothing can change who we are so either friends or family must accept that, if they cant, then try to deal with it if not, tell them straight up just to release your feelings . If you are jealous, why? what's there to be jealous about? maybe you have something the other person doesn't. And try to think what the other person are feeling. You cant just let the other person take care of yours when you aren't taking care of theirs, they deserve to receive the same equal treatment. Its not fair if its not balanced. You may never know the person you always disturb and all would one day just SNAP! because they cant stand it anymore. This is for the patient people case. They just listen and listen and just practically just layan your crap and one day when they really cant stand it anymore they would just release all their anger and all and you would be the one apologising and who knows maybe if you've done something to that person ( and haven't yet ask for forgiveness or the person belum forgive you because you don't earn it) just moved, migrate elsewhere or even passed away and you'd be the one who just sinned because you cant ask for forgiveness if you lost the contact or don't know where they are or they just simply not in this world anymore.

So please beware of the consequences you could receive for this simple case.
I'm a victim (bullied, ejek and sorts) and I'm fine with it. for now.

27.6.2008

Ok. uhmm. this is my first time having a blog. I was terpengaruh by all the ppl who hav blogs. so i cm tgk. best je so i decided to have one fr myself. Ok today at my school ada open and and im so freaking scared! aaaaaah! ishh. After today, im so grounded. goshh.. grrrr. hahaha. well itu sahaja fr nw.

byee, lovess
and ILY bestiebuds (:
-syaq-