Update

Hey peeps,
Today's story mory is kinda lame but i just need to let it out. So it's your choice if you wanna read it or not.
I fucking hate my life. Everything was fine until something happened and i'm not gonna tell what that something is. I'm hurt and also depressed.
I used to like this person but now i'm starting to worry why. Is it worth it?
I don't know. At this point i have my doubts and i'm gonna do something before anything else happens.
So here's my choice. I'm closing my options and i'm just flying solo and i am gonna go with the flow.
There is no destination. Just a continuous road to self discovery.
I am tired oj just stopping and pulling over and push away my other options and who knows they may be better? So i think i am done and i just wanna live my life how its meant to.
I am gonna be alone for now, so what? i can handle it i guess.
I know i am going to be extremely lonely but i'll have to live with it.
I do wanna find my other half. Oh that would be a dream come true but i know it's never gonna happen. I guess i am a type of girl who hopes too much and i ended up hurting myself when things don't go the way i hoped. But people keep on giving me false hope. And i am trying not to listen to them but its hard to deal with so many things at the same time you know.
Well all i am saying is that things never really go the way i hoped it'll be but i've learn to live with it and i am kinda used to it so i guess its no problem but the pain and the sadness will always be there and adding on as the days pass. That cant be changed. For me.
Well i a getting pretty tired.
So my blog ends here. Until next time (:

xoxo,
SYAKIRAH <3