Chariot

Yaw mateys (:
Well today today today, uhm. nothing much happened today.
I woke up in the morning thinking twice whether to go to school or not. I did go in the end but oh my gosh i didn't want to!
My head was heavy and my body could lift itself. I felt so lazy and tired to get up from bed but i thought, "aaah! what the heck! pegi je lah".
Then i got ready and all and i arrived in school. I went to the canteen as usual and hugged whoever was there at the table(who i want to hug*hehe*). Then i saw adira crying but thats another story which im not gonna tell.
So anyways i went to class and i had BM for the first and second period. PN. ZAITON! heee :D
She asked me to write some sastera notes on the white board so i did and tulisan i lawa (BANGGA LEBIH) HAHAHA! no lah just kidding but it was neat though. haha. At the end of the notes, i wrote "xoxo, SYAKIRAH ♥ PN. ZAITON :D hee" HAHA
It was a fun subject. haha. I sat beside sofea and we were like talking to Pn. Zaiton non-stop about random and nonsense. haha. She laughed and laughed. It was sooo funny. heee
Anyways then we had maths. =.='
Studied with Pn. Teh chapter 10. At first it looks easy but then i was confused already. haha.
Then recess. WHEE makaaaan, haha. but as usual, i didn't eat anything else but nuggets. hmm
After recess, I had science but me and azroy skipped it and went to melati class and just hanged. Then I saw in the white book, The only name that was written is Mine! Azroy's name wasn't there! Which is sooo unfair! HAHA. but whatever lah.
Then agama agamaaa, we didn't study much. We learned about Zakat and the rest of the period we talked about the Islam camp thingy. I think im going. hee
Home home home. Me, Nuff and parents went to a mechanic to check our car and i only arrived home at like 5 or 6 like that. I was so freaking tired and thats not the worst part. My apartment is water-less! Fuckin hell!
Good thing my mom filled up the bucket with water or not, haiihh. =/
Okay thats it. hee :P

xoxo,
Syakirah <3

H1N1

Well well well,
That H1N1 disease thing has landed in my school :/
Mcm shitty gila and the worst part is, the government only suspended one class =.='
Stupid right? I KNOW!
If they close down one class, it's not stopping the other students from not going to school.
Menyusahkan diorg je actually. Plus, doesn't mean closing down a class won't infect other students. Might as well just close down the whole school. It'll be much more easier for them too.
Sheeeesh. I'm so freaking pissed.
Oh and i noticed, ever since the case, a lot of people have been getting sick lately and i'm pretty worried. I don't want any of my loved ones or myself to get infected by this disease. It's spreading like wild fire!
Oh well, parents are forcing me to go to school tomorrow, so suckish.
What to do, :/ Gotta do what they ask. hmm.

xoxo,
Syakirah <3

Twix

I feel a lost. Although its just my cat and not a person. I still feel the lost as I would if I lost a loved one. Because I really loved Twix. He was my pretty boy cat. Always awwh-ing me by the way he sleeps and plays. He's not even 1 year old yet. )':
I feel so guilty because I could have saved him! I could have! But I didn't look for him whole-heartedly when he fell down from the 15th Floor at my balcony.
I know he was still alive that night because when my dad found his body it looks like he JUST died. I'll never forgive myself )':
I LOVE YOU TWIX AND I'M SORRY

xoxo,
Syakirah )':

once upon a time, today is thursday

hello world,
today me and Fatim did roundabouts and U-Turns as usual. Well what else to do when there is no teacher in class right? haha.
Heck, we'd do it still even if theres a teacher in class. like just now, we just went out of class when Pn. Zaiton a.k.a Madam Z. is in our class. haha.
We walked around while singing Hannah Montana Songs. hohoo.
We sang the hoedown throwdown whtever tu lah and we both only knew some parts and coincidently we knew the same parts. heee :D
Anywho, when me and Fatim was in class, we'd sit at the backest of the back of our class and observe a group of chinese girls. HAHA. I swear it is hilarious. haha
Yesterday, one of the girls was like babbling in chinese and did this
HAHA! if you dnt get it, its like the thing you do with your shoulders when you warm up for an excercise. haha.
Me and Fatim bantai gelak like crazy. I bet they'd think we're crazy if they looked at how we reacted. haha
Then Ikmal whispered to me something again yesterday. haha. i dnt remember but he still whispered as if i would be hunted down by CIA if i told anyone what he was gonna say. HAHA
Then Myn fell down. She was jumping around like she always does because Pn. Azidah didn't come. hahaha. At first it was funny because of the way she fell bt then she stayed on the floor and then her knee hurt again from last year. So me and Fatim helped her walk. Then when the brother came and saw her, he was laughing from the inside. haha and then he parked and came to get myn and literally swept her off her feet. AWWWW GILA. Me, Fatim and Fareena was like "EEE SWEET GILAAA!" hee. :P
Then my mom picked me up.

MOMSYAQHAIDERNUFF
Adeq! Why dont you ask Haider if he wants to tumpang balik?
Uhm, okay.
(opens the car window)
Haider! Do you want to tumpang balik?
eheh, its okay (smiled)
Kay! hee. Maa tutup tingkap pehlease. (haha)
BYE HAIDERR! :DDDD
(awkward smile)
=.=' weirdo and SEBOK!
Biar lah! hmph! Jealous! (bebels something)
(interupts her bebeling) OH SHUT UP! HAHAHAHAHHAHAHA

then i went home and slept and woke up, mndi and now im here. heee. kay thats all. bye (:

xoxo,

Syakirah <3

Music and Lyrics Part Four (II)

Here's how the song goes. It kinda sucks, yeah i know but atleast you get the idea of it (:
I created this song on Thursday, 11th June, 2009. That day inspired me to write this song.

Music and Lyrics Part Four

Hey there. This is a new song I recently just created. Its not done yet. I might add a few more lines to the verses. Lemme know what you think (:

Verse 1

You,

Dissappoint me,

And I can't,

Understand why you would do,

Do this to me,

After all,

That we've been through

Chorus

I don't get why,

You're acting this way,

Do you still love me like you said,

I can't do it,

It's got to end,

Cause I just feel like its all pretend.

Verse 2

I,

Can't take it,

Anymore of the pain that you show through,

Almost anything,

That you do,

Sorry but its true.

(chorus)

Bridge

Do you know that everbody has been telling me,

That you're not worth it,

No no no,

They've been asking me to move along,

But because of you I still hold on,

(chorus)

Title : Pretend
Written by : Syakirah

Serabot nation

Well well well, today was serabotness my gosshhh.
First of, my sister woke me up at like 9 something to have breakfast and everyone was sooo kecoh. hishh so i told my sister, 5 minutes. hahaha.
Then i woke up and bathed and all and had breakfast. Then my sister kept bebel-ing and everybody that she wanted to go to kamdar at SS2 to buy kain for her jurnal. All of us were like "hmm okay" but we still didn't go get ready yet. Still hanging out. haha.
Then I played my sister the song I created and she played a couple of songs and started singing TOTALLY OFF KEY. hahaha like she always does. haha.
Then we went to the computer and looked at pictures. Laughed like crazy and my mom starts kecohing about the kamdar thing. =.='
Then we all were getting ready and my while my 3rd sister was straightening her hair, my 1st sister was telling her what happened to her at 4 in the morning. Then suddenly my 2nd sister and I started hearing an arguement. It became louder and louder and it ended up one side crying and the other side merajuking and didn't wanna follow to kamdar.
Then my mom got pissed and she merajuk and didn't want to go to kamdar.
Total madness I tell you but well i didn't wanna get involved so I minded my own business and online. haha
Then in the end all of us went to kamdar SS2 but then it was closed.
So we had to go all the freaking way to midvalley that is super serabot nation.
It was damn freaking crowded like hell okay! I got a migrain just by entering the place.
Then when we went to kamdar we all scatter around to find our kain raya.
I had no clue what was our colour theme or whatsoever. First we agreed on maroon but we ended up buying purple and pink instead -____-
Then i forgot what happened. haha.
Oh well, then thats it i guess. heee. Tata teetee toto

xoxo,
Syakirah <3>

Music and Lyrics part three (:

Hey, this is a song I created before It's Just Me (:

Verse 1
I wake up every morning,
I saw you in my dreams,
Its just so hard to believe,
I'm walking on a sidewalk,
Full of mysteries,
I just want to feel free
Oh.

Chorus
You were everything good that has happen to me,
Oh and you,
Now I see that this is just how it's meant to be,
A fantasy

Verse 2
Tomorrow is a new day,
And everything is new,
I've got to make my move,
I'm walking in that straight direction,
That's the only way,
It gets harder day by day.

*chorus*

Bridge
I don't want to believe,
That its over,
It's over now,
I want to believe,
That we can make this right somehow.

Chorus 2
You are everything good that is happening to me,
Oh and you,
I believe that you are my destiny,
Not a fantasy,
A destiny is calling out for me.
My destiny.

Title : Destiny is calling
Written by : Syakirah

Music and Lyrics part two (:

Before you read it, I know it sucks. Its not good at all but thats how i felt (:
Verse 1
Could it be,
I can see,
Part Of me,
At this moment now
I don't know,
Where to go,
From here.

Chorus
Is this where I belong,
Is this where I should be,
Is this where I create those possibilities,
I don't know,
Ohh,
It's just me

Verse 2
Could it be,
My fate,
Is hanging by a thread,
Forced to just obey,
In this world,
Oh this world,
Is a mess.

Chorus 2
Is this where I belong,
Is this where I should be,
Is this where I create those possibilities,
Oh I hope,
Its not,
Just me.

Bridge
No I can't sit around
Thinking that everything's okay
Not today, no
Life is just not fair
And I don't like the way I am treated
I hate it

They push me around,
Knowing I cannot frown,
Thinking I'm never down,
I don't want to be found,
Leave me alone,
Please just go,
Away (from here)

(repeat chorus 1 and 2)

Chorus 3
Is this where I belong,
Is this where I should be,
Why can't I ever live just peacefully?
I don't know,
Ohh,
It's just me.

Title : It's Just Me
Written by : Syakirah

Music And Lyrics

Oh people! I forgot to tell you guys that I created a brand new song. hee.
Not to be perasan, no but it took me like 10 minutes to create it.
I, myself was surprised. haha.
The title is 'It's just me'
Its about a girl who's life is not so easy.
She is bossed around by her family and her friends. They were always telling her what to do knowing that she cant and wont say anything about it. She's just forced to follow whatever she's been told to do but she really wants to speak her mind but doesn't know neither the words nor how to do so.
In a way, this song can relate to my life. In SOME aspects though. Not fully.
I dont know why, but i was inspired through how I felt just now. hee
Once i've finalized the lyrics and all, I'll post it! heee :D

Shopaholics Den

Hey ho, whats cracking? haha
Sorry, i'm kind of in a awesome hyper mood now because my sister and I just finish looking through some online boutiques and we saw a lot of awesome clothes. Especially DRESSES!
Omgosh, if you must know, I am like TOTALLY obsessed with dresses and Sneakers now.
When I browse the websites, I was like "Urghh, I hate this, I hate this, I wanna buy all!" All of them were like RM32, RM30, RM39, RM49. Too bad I'm freaking broke! Shittings laa.
Me and my sister went to OU just now and we went window shopping and everytime we enter a store, we'd try on clothes but ended up saying "lets shop online!" HAHA
And we did! We already reserved like 4 or 5 clothes already and most of them are dresses. HEEE.
I looveee dresses, haha.
Oh! Btw, my sister, she is a total shoe-a-holic and I was looking at shoes on the Internet and she was soo pissed because there were a lot of to die for shoes (literally) because it costs around RM174 like that.
Really to die for. haha
So she didn't buy it :/
Well I pity her soo much so i decided to share money with my other sisters so we can buy her a pair of heels that she wanted so badly. (the awesomest adik ever) HAHA
Oh well, thats it i guess, Tata teetee toto.

xoxo,
SYAKIRAH ;D