A little piece of mind

I have been feeling really angry these past few days. There is always something bugging me and pissing me off. Testing my patience much? Yeah I got patience. But once you cross the line, you're done for. Note, this is for a couple of females. Both in different situations.

One, did you have to what you did in front of me purposely to make me angry? Don't think for one second I don't know your intentions. I may be blurr, sometimes nooby and lurus bendul but I know for a fact that I am not stupid. I've got brains and common sense and to be more clear, I'VE GOT EYES! I saw what you did with my two eyeballs. Can't you respect boundaries and limits? You've got brains too, don't you? If you're still a bit blurr, then let me ask you this question and you answer me. Would you like it if I did the exact same thing to you purposely knowing that you're watching? You're more possessive than I am in that part and you know it so I can bet 110% you'd be even more furious than I am so get your reality checked. Respect boundaries. You're all words but no actions. If you don't like certain things that people would do that makes you uncomfortable, don't ever do the same. You can talk the talk. Everyone knows that. But can you walk the walk? I haven't seen that yet.

Two, don't think you're so perfect! Just because you're getting married, it doesn't make you the boss of everything. Especially the boss of my life. Yes, I know I have to respect you as you're older than me but age is just a number.  I deserve as much respect from you too. Just because i'm younger and i'm not allowed to talk back at you, It doesn't give you the right to take advantage of that. I'm only human. Yes, I do talk back at you but note, only if I know I'm not in fault. I have the right to voice out my opinion and thoughts and you should acknowledge it. If you raise your voice at me, I'll do the same. If you're rude to me, i'll be rude back. You always say i'm disrespectful and all but come on, you need to give respect to get it. I should have said this to you a long time ago. Telling you this now is probably useless. I've always been the one who has to change in this family but why does only have to me? Why can't you change? I asked you before, why can't you change? and you replied, "i've tried" So? that is not an excuse. You never let me used that excuse so why are you an exception? you're bullshit you know that? 

I'm not talking to you. I'm not layaning you. I'm tired of your crap. 

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chinese eye test! :O

Chinese eye test

THIS IS BRILLIANT!!! 



If you cannot decipher anything, then try pulling
the corner of your eyes as if you were Chinese. (buat mata sepet)
It works

Did you get it? hahaha! style ohh. i got this email from my mum. Damn cool! Heee :D

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Maybe I need some rehab
Or maybe just need some sleep
I got a sick obsession
I'm seein it in my dreams
I'm lookin down every alley
I'm makin those desperate calls
I'm stayin up all night hopin hitin my head against the wall

What you got boy, is hard to find
I think about it all the time
Im all strung out my heart is fried
I just cant get you off my mind!

Because your love your love your love is my drug
Your love your love your love
Your love your love your love is my drug
Your love your love your love

Wont listen to any advice
Mommas tellin me I should think twice
But look into my own devices, im addicted its a crisis
My friends think ive gone crazy
My judgments gettin kinda hazy
My steeze is gonna be affected if I keep it up like a love sick crack head

What you got boy, is hard to find
I think about it all the time
Im all strung out my heart is fried
I just cant get you off my mind!

Because your love your love your love is my drug
Your love your love your love
Your love your love your love is my drug
Your love your love your love

I dont care what people say
The rush is worth the price I pay
I get so high when your with me
But crash and crave you when you leave

Hey, so I got a question
Do you wanna have a slumber party in my basement?
Do I make your heart beat like an 808 drum
Is my love your drug? your drug?
Huh, your drug?
Huh, your drug?
Is my love your drug?

Because your love your love your love is my drug
Your love your love your love
Your love your love your love is my drug
Your love your love your love

Because your love your love your love is my drug
Your love your love your love
Your love your love your love is my drug
Your love your love your love

Hey, heyy, sooo
You love, your love your love, is my drug
(She says) I like your beard

Your Love Is My Drug - Ke$ha

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16th of the 6th

Look outside

It's already light and the stars ran away with the night

Things we're said, words that we'll try forget,

it's so hard to admit I know we've made mistakes

I see through all the tears but that's what got us here

If love is an ocean wide

We'll swim in the tears we cry

They'll see us through to the other side

We're gonna make it

When love is a raging sea

You can hold on to me

We'll find a way tonight

Love is an ocean wide

I'll stay right here

It's where I'll always belong

Tied with your arms

Days like this, I wish the sun wouldn't set

I don't want to forget

What made us feel this way

You see through all my fears

And that's what got us here

If love is an ocean wide

We'll swim in the tears we cry

They'll see us through to the other side

We're gonna make it

When love is a raging sea

You can hold on to me

We'll find a way tonight

Love is an ocean wide

Love is an ocean wide enough to forget 

Even when we think we can't 

*Ocean Wide - The Afters

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A little bit uneasy?

It takes a real person who understands me to see what I truly feel. They could see through my eyes and read the thoughts i'm thinking. Though some might not be accurate, but they'll get the rough idea of it.



I slept over at Myn's house yesterday and I slept at 6 and woke up at 10. I am so tired but I had fun though. Hanging out with the girls. Yeah, I do miss loverboy like crazy but I can't do anything. So i'll just have to wait till Wednesday. Gosh! I'm so excited. hehe :D


Actually, I don't know what to blog. I do have a topic but I know people might catch on what I'm trying to say and some might even misunderstand and terasa. I'm bothered you know? But whatever. Let it be. Haihhh.

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Breakeven (Falling to pieces)

WHEN LIFE GIVES YOU LEMON

MAKE LEMONADE.

you think its that easy? no it isn't

What am i gonna do, when the best part of me was always you and

What am i supposed to say when i'm all choked up that you're okay yeah

I'm falling to pieces

I'm falling to pieces

You got his heart and my heart and none of the pain

You took the suitcase and i took the blame 

but i'm trying to make sense of what little remains

Oh but you left me with no love,

No love to my name

I'm still alive but i'm barely breathing,

Just praying to a god that I don't believe it,

Cause i got time while he got freedom

Cause when a heart breaks no it dont break even