There's only 1 thing 2 do 3 words 4 you,

_ ____ ___ (fill in the blanks)

It repeated, spread and everything is filled with confusion.

What I didn't want repeating again, repeated. Not only that, it got worse.

I'm starting to realize that i'm fine with what i had before. 

Just that I haven't got the heart to say it.

New year is in a few hours and I'm on a mission. 

A mission to succeed in life and to reach my goals and dreams.

If it* comes, it comes. If not, I won't be searching. I know I'm not ready.

Time to resist temptation, infatuation for the best of me and others.

Time to change and embrace the opportunities that'll pass by.

Time to say goodbye. So goodbye, au revoir, arrivederci.

out, ★

Penilaian Menengah Rendah

I've gotten my results already. I shall not say what I got but I will say this. I'm proud of it (:
Alhamdulillah syukur. 

out, ★

One Shall Prove Themself Worthy On This Fine Day

OMG! ITS ALREADY THE PMR RESULTS DAY! I'M TERRIFIED! TERRIFIED I TELL YOU! I'm gonna go soon but i've got to wait for mum. So while waiting, lemme tell you something. 


I had a really weird dream last night and I really liked it. I shall not say or tell what and who i dreamt about but one thing is for sure that I know I shouldn't. I know the dream wont come true. Heck, the chances of it becoming reality is highly unlikely. Even close to it is impossible. I know this because of certain reasons. But I am 100% sure of what i just said. But deep inside me I want it to come true. I want it to happen. I've got issues I haven't settled with and I just don't know how to. Naah, I don't mean that. I do know how to it's just that part of me doesn't want to do what i'm supposed to do. It's stubborn. Ooohh, very stubborn. But it is how I feel and i've tried what I can for months but its still there. Its not going away! Goshh. Part of me wants it to go and part of me wants it to stay. I've got to think deeply hard about what I should do. I think I'll sleep on it for several nights. Hopefully i'll be given a sign on one of those nights. I hope.

out, ★

False Alarm

Taik punya Dr. Yap -_- When I went to the dentist just now, he was freaking rough! He told me that i wont be doing braces today. He has to analyse more shizzz i don't know. Sooooo i don't know when I will be doing it so i'll wait for his call. But most probably soon lah. 


Oh my gucci! Tomorrow is the results! I'm hellafraid! ): So scared wann. Okay, that's all i've got to say so tataa, Skaadushh.

out, ★

Ralph Lauren Hurt Me

Oh my, my feet hurts. But it doesn't hurt like before. Dah okay lah. I opened 3 bills yesterday. Quite proud but also disappointed because I wanted to open atleast 5 yesterday but i'm proud because it was a tuesday so not many people would buy. Anyways. I took the day off today because today is the day! I'm gonna get braces! Oh nooo! I'm afraid yet excited! haha. Wish me luck. o.o hee. And then tomorrow, 

PMR

Grr! I hate youu. But somehow, i feel excited but obviously i'm afraid and nervous like mad. Gosh, I've got butterflies in my tummy. I'm afraid! I really hope that i do well. It would be nice to see my parents be proud of me like they were in 2006. Yes 3 years ago. That's a long time. I really hope my results will make them proud. But i know my parents wont expect me to get 8 A's. They expect me to get like, 4 A's only. hmm :/ I hope I proved them wrong. ):

out, ★

"Sir, would you like to try (name of product) ? "

This is my everyday line. I've already started working so i wont get to update much 
because i'll probably be friggin tired by the time I reach home. -_- So yeah. 
And the only time and way you can contact me is to call or text me at either 
12, 1 or 2 and 4,5 or 6. Those are my break hours. One of them of course. 
You think being a perfume promoter is not tiring? 
Standing all day just promote here and there? Oh noo. 
Its the standing part thats kills you. When you've got a customer, it's all good. (Y) 
In my opinion though.

1. I get to talk

2. I get to berangan

3. If I get to sell, i'll feel good

4. Time will pass by fast

5. Boss will be impressed B)

So yeah. Not much to update though. I've sold 4 items already. *wootwoot* haha. 
I feel proud and it's like an achievement y'know? You feel like you've got the power! 
oh yeah! haha. All of us there are nice to each other so going to work is fun. 
You've got your friends there to chat with and all. (:

Other than that, tomorrow, i've got to set up the promotion thingy's all by myself 
because my friend, esan, has the day off tomorrow and my other friend alwi, 
always comes to work late. -_- So i'll be all by myself. OH MY ARMANI! haha. 
Well, I guess i'll be fine. Guess lah. haha.

Okay so far, that's all. Skaadushh

out, ★

Haritz Huzariq

Today is Abang Manis/Berasap's Birthday! So i'd like to say,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MA MAN! 

Love Ya! ♥ 

I know I've only known Yik like only a few months but I can say that he is a really nice and honest person. I'm proud to call him ma man. HAHA. Anyways, I've always got your back ma brotha! We've been through some pretty crazy times together. Hooo, you have not seen crazy until Syaq and Yik becomes one! Haha, You will say you don't know us. (: Oh! And I thank you for helping me get a job. If it wasn't for you, mmg tak lah. Haha.

So, have a great birthday Haritz Huzariq! Skaadushh. 

out, ★

Go Metrojaya!

Heee, I'm starting work tomorrow! Oh yeah! :D but but but I'm so afraid. I've got chills. Haha. Maybe I've got chills because I'm sick but still. haha. 

Anywho, I hope I i'll be feeling ay-okay by tomorrow. Please! I so don't wanna miss first day of work. I'm a new woman! HAHA, Despite me sneezing non-stop, I feel good today. But I do feel guilty canceling with danial kordy twice. Reaaally guilty. I really wanted to watch Avatar. Curse this virus! Well, it's alright. Next time then. Hmm, Okay, I'm gonna go and study the the fragrances i'll be promoting. Heee :) Oh, i would like to say something.

"Yo no sé por qué pero me siento como si estuviera solo. Yo no siento que tengo un novio. Las cosas podrían haber ido demasiado rápido. Yo hubiera pensado que a través de este. Je suis désolé."

out, ★

I Hate You

Oh No! The Results for PMR is on the 24th :/

I hate this

I Hate You

I Hate Me

Tawakal Je Lah.

★

Danial Danial Danial Akmal! :O

Dano called me just now and that was the first time I heard his voice. His voice is nice and I like the way he speaks. Thumbs up to that (Y). Dano is a weird weird fellow who refuses to accept that he is weird. He prefers unique. Haha, he's a fun person overall. I could actually click with him y'know? vally nice. HAHA xD Anywho, I'm gonna go offline now. Getting pretty tired and I need to study them perfume products. Goshhh. Feels like i'm taking an exam! Feels like PMR all  over again! Oh my gucci. Haha. Aiite, Ima go now. hehe. Tatass (:

out, ★

Macarroni Soup :D

I Cooked Dinner Last Night And I Felt Good (y)

My mum wasn't at home and my sister was too tired so I had to cook. I also actually wanted to cook anyways. haha. Yesterday was probably the first time I cooked without my mum being there to supervise me. hehe :p 

I'm actually proud of myself because it turned out so yummy. If I had to say so myself. hee. But mostly I main bantai letak je ingredients. Haha. Thats all. Tataa

★

Meet Drew

THUMBS UP. (Y)

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X-Ray Vision

Anastasia

Anastasia is one of my favourite Cartoon Movies. It's inspiring (:

I just got back from Tung Shin Hospital to get my teeth X-Rayed for my braces next week. I'm going to start work already. I start this Saturday at Metrojaya, Curve. Wish me luck! Hopefully I get to sell any perfume. haha. Come and buy perfume from me please! I'm promoting Ralph Lauren, Giorgio Armani and Emporio Armani. hee. Come come! :D

Okay, I'm gonna go and study the products now. hehe. See ya! 

out, ★ 

Dental Yap and Associates

I went to the dentist today since my dentist told me I had to take out my baby tooth pronto. My appointment was at like 2.30 and when I reached there I was so afraid because it was already my turn! Then the doctor put some thing on my gums so that I wouldn't feel the numb injection.  After that the doctor injected my gums and i could feel the needle going in. It didn't hurt like I remember it. It was alright. But I got two injections on my upper baby tooth and three injections on my bottom baby tooth! Taik gila! )': But I tell you, it wasn't the worst part. No no. 


Then the doctor started pulling my upper tooth out. Damnnn sakit okay. He gripped my tooth with the thingy and pulled it out. But wait, it's not over yet. The tooth's root broke so he had to dig my gums and push my gums to take out the remainings. It really hurt. I felt like crying but I didn't. When he wanted to pull my bottom baby tooth out, it didn't feel a thing. But the upper one was torture. It's root was like stuck to my gigi taring's root so you can get the picture right? Sakit gila. After it was over I cried and when I reached home, I straight away slept so I wouldn't feel the pain. Didn't work cause I couldn't sleep because it was painful. Ishh. I'm glad its over. 

And I'm gonna have braces next week. Gosh. I'm afraid. Wish me luck :/

out, ★ 

Say It Isn't So

I am pretty not happy.

These past week, I've been feeling really down in the dumps. Yeah, I've had wonderful times when I'm out with my friends and all but when the day ends, I'll be at home doing nothing as each of my family have their own agenda and I'll be there, sitting in my room just waiting for that someone to give me a text. I waited like a statue but ended up disappointed in the end. It's been going on for quite sometime already. I'll say I am sad and angry. Very angry. Unfortunately, noobs attract my attention. I'd get all excited and do whatever I can and should but ended up, I'm still hurt. When I need you, you're not there. Thank goodness i've got my family, my girl friends, Fareena, Fatim, Shahira, Syaza, Fatin and Nadiah and my guy friends to cheer me up. Like just now, I thank Haritz Huzariq (yik) for he can always put a smile on my face. Always there to make me go hyper and wacky and just make me laugh when I need to. Thanks yik! You'll always be my Abang manis/berasap/gungstar etc.... (: 

But you can easily put a smile on my face but ..

I am still pretty not happy )':

out, ♥

Johnny's

Today was fun, went to the dentist for scaling and went and hanged with Danial K. after that. We watched 'love happens' It was alright. It's a movie where you should watch with your boyfriend or girlfriend. So yeah. Anywho, then we went to KFC and obviously makaaan. hee :D Yummy. When we were both eating, One of the lady workers came to me and gave me a tissue that has a number on it written with chili sauce. haha. She said some guy in a red t-shirt asked her to give it to me. Here it is. hehe. 

I blurred the number cause I think it wouldn't be nice to let the world know the number. But it was kind of funny and unexpected. After that we walked around and he wanted to buy a new guitar strings for his acoustic guitar so we went to guitar collection and then I felt like playing foosball. And we did and I won by one point. ngehee :p *banggaface* HAHA. Mostly we just walked around aimlessly and just talked. Then i remembered I had to go to MPH to check out some organizers for my sisters so we went and spent alotta time there. We looked at stationaries, guitar books, language books (VERY FUNNY), and joke books. Lame lame lame joke books. Like noob gila. haha. Then my sister called and said that she and bgbill was at Johnny's so he sent me there and he went home. I'd say that today was fun, I actually enjoyed myself (:
Thanks Danial for paying for my movie tickets. Hee :D Okay thats all, till then 

out, ♥

Ice ice baby

Hello yellow dirty fellow. hee :D
I haven't been blogging as much as i used to and I've got a new story! 

ICE SKATING

I went to Sunway Pyramid with Shahira, Fatin and Nadiah last Thursday. It was supposed to be like a girls day out with all the girls but some of them couldn't make it so only four of us went. We watched a movie only halfway because we didn't have the mood to finish the movie. So we went out and went ice skating for 4 hours. o_o It was fun. I definitely enjoyed myself especially the falling part. hee. Falling is kinda fun. :D I was happy that day because I got to hang with my girls whom I missed but I was also sad that some couldn't make it. ): But it's alright, We'll meet each other soon. Oh yeah! hehe

out, ♥

Shot to the heart and you're to blame

Sometimes I wish I was holding a real gun in the same position.

$$$

I WANT MONEY MONEY MONEY!

out, ♥

MonsterQuest

Try watching this, 'MonsterQuest' on channel 555 on your astro. I watched it with Imran yesterday and surprisingly, quite interesting. HAHA. Wait, maybe I say its nice because there was nothing better to watch but interesting though. Haha Okay thats it. hee (:

out, ♥

Welcome to Sabah bah

Omg, finally the 'new post' thingy takda problem. hee :D


Headline for today is :- 

I JUST(not really just) RETURNED FROM SABAH! 

I'm just so happy because I had a great time in Sabah. The ocean there was simpl beautiful. It took my breath away. I went to Mount Kinabalu. I didn't climb to the tallest peak though but still, i was at the highest point where the cars can go. hehe. Oh and you have no idea how cold it was up there! I was freeeeeeezing. 

Anyways, I went to the philipines market and bought many many and many wooden bracelets, Vally nice wann :D

Before that, I went to this jewelery store, called 'Jamilah Jewelery' and they sell like REAL pearls and REAL crystals and my family and I are so lucky because when we went there, everthing was 50% off! so if it's RM30 for crystalized bracelet, it automatically reduces to RM15. And we got free gifts too! I felt lucky the whole trip. hehe. It didn't rain even though it was raining season. It rain on the day we wanted to go back home. 

I had a blast! hehe. So I would like to thank, My mum for booking the flight tickets, My dad for providing the money for souvenir shopping, hehe, My sisters for well being there with me and layaning my merepek-ness and annoyingness. Oh! and not to forget, ZAIDI! Our van driver/tour guide for the whole trip. hehe :D 

Definitely a trip to remember (:

out,♥

Nine in the afternoon

I hope what happened last night, will never repeat or go overboard

♥