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Oh My Goshing! How long has it been since I blogged? dammmnnnn! Its already 2011 and yeah guess what?

I AM A SPM CANDIDATE!

aaaa, I'm soooo not excited. I'm totally screwwweeedddd! Okayyy but I do not want to spoil my mood by spoiling my mood so happy maybe i don't know news. My birthday is next week and I'll be turning 17 people! 17 yes. I am older and hopefully wiser. Pleaaasseee! I'm about to get my licence soon so hooray! 

I can drive to school lah. Terbaik lah! I like it lah! hahaha. That is if I pass and provided i have a car and provided I'm allowed to by the parentals. -_- so yeaaahh. Thats all. K bye xx

Maigod!

Huisshhhhh! Lamerw nyerr takk bloggzzz. Titew dhhh bz dgnz tumblrz jerrrw. HAHAHAHA EEE MAIGOSSHHH SO REMPIT WAAAN! EE


Okayy. so the latest news aa? Exam habis lah wey! WOOHOO! Ohh tak, ada sivik ngn PJ, susah ohh, HAHA ELEH. 
Oh oh oh! This wednesday i'll be working bitches! Me, Amin, Haider, Fareena. sume company sama. FOURSKIN BABY! EE TAK SABARNYA! All of us buat walk-in interview and terus dapat kerja. Macam tu je. Petik jari je beb! HAHA EEE. okaay I know i'm overly hyper now sbb well, I have a lot of reasons to be. HEE


1. Exam habis(excluding 2 exam bangang tu)
2. Kerja
3. Dah register licence :B
4. Dah betulkan hard disk
5. Tengah pikir. HAHA


Okay tu je so far, So konklusinya tuan tuan dan puan puan, 
Saya gembira, 

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How long?

Oh my gosh, how long has it been since i blogged? damn. Haha. Okayy.
Latest greatest? Nothing great about the latests. 
Exams are coming up. -__- That pretty much sucks. Wanna know what sucks even more?
Paramore is coming, my ultimate favourite band ever in the whole wide world is COMING! And I don't even know if I can go. Shitface. 


I've known Paramore even before they were known on the radio. I absolutely love their first album which is not riot! for those who don't know. 
I just need to go and watch them perform. I have to! its a must! I wanna be a billionaire, SOOO FREAKING BAD! 


Hmm, other than that sad dilemma, Everything is going pretty much alright. There has been ups and downs fo'sho so that can't be avoided. All in all, just aaitee. 

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Eid! :D

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI EVERYBODY! ♥

I would also like to ask for forgiveness to those whom i've wronged in the past. Whether it was intentional or accidental, i apologize.

Everybody makes mistakes and its time to start fresh again.

I've a good feeling and I feel so excited :)

Again, selamat hari raya, maaf zahir dan batin ♥

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Formspringg

HAHA, i just read all my haters post in formspring again. Daamnnn, that was a good laughh,

I guess they really just didn't have a life then. Haha, what a pity.
Funny stuff man, funny stuff. hahaha

It all was fun

Well, I can say I enjoyed last night (:


I had a buka puasa thingy at my house with all my family, aunts, neighbour cousins and uncles. I didn't eat much, i don't know why. 


Why I enjoyed last night? I got to spend time with my cousins, Nana and Najwa. It's been like totally ages since I actually hanged out with them. I really miss them like crazy! The three of us went to rasta. First we hanged out with entah sape entah I don't know and after that we joined our other cousin Afiqah at coffee hut. hehe


Then I saw Haider. Said hi and all and he called and asked if he could join us. So he did. We all played Taiti(I don't know the spelling) haha. After that, amin called and told me he was going to Damansara area so I invited him over.


He came with his brother, Iqbal(Soooooo handsome!) and his friends. They all lepak-ed and after a while, I joined them. Then after that I went home. I feel good last night (:

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p/s; Damn, it's been so long since I've been to rasta. Especially with my cousins. I kinda miss going there with them and playing cards all night long. Those were the days. ♥

Maybe I need to reevaluate things

Why is it so hard to find people who won't stab you in the back? Or spread RUMORS? Or LIE? Or just simply fucking TWO-FACED? 


Maan, i've tried so hard being nice to everybody and pleasing everybody, doing whatever the hell I can to help them when they need me. Practically tried every fucking thing i fucking can to fucking give them what they fucking want! Yet, still, what I got? Rumors spreaders, backstabbers, liars, two-facers. Damn, its a hard knock life.


To think, the person who I thought knew me and how i was and acted said those load of bullcraps. 
No wonder I have issues with trust nowadays.
Sorry for the certain vulgarity in my language but damn you have no idea how I feel right now.
But note, I'm not referring to alotta humans, just a few. 

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p/s; My boyfriend and I have never done whatever the hell you guys think we have. For those who were dumb enough to actually think that, well, go fuck yourself. Reti haa nak tanya. Suka hati je nak sebarkan cerita bongok. I don't take crap. You wanna make up stories? Do it about yourself. Leave mine out of the picture, please.

I'm right where i belong :)

YAY! Happy days are here again! :D

I've reconnected with most of my friends which i must plead guilty, abandoned, but now i'm back! There are still a few that i haven't gotten in touch with but i promise i will, once i see them. 

I just feel so good and i wouldn't wanna jinx anything but things has been going quite well, i feel happier and things just seems to be falling into place. I just feel sooo good! No wonder i love wednesdays. hehe :D

I love you girls! You guys know who you are. ♥ ♥

Thats for my friends, as for my boyfriend, i am happy and proud to say that we're already in our 7th month and yes, we're still going strong apart from the misunderstandings, arguments, fights and all that load of shit, we're still together till this day and i cant ever be more happier. 

We've grown a lot stronger together. Both of us realize things we never would have without each other. I'm so happy dear boyfriend is trying to understand me more and things are just getting better in general. Hopefully it'll continue. (: I love you sooo much Muhammad al-Amin bin Zainal Abidin ♥

Was bored, this is the result

YES MAN I KNOW I'M VAIN

YEAH SO WHAT?