There's only 1 thing 2 do 3 words 4 you,

_ ____ ___ (fill in the blanks)

It repeated, spread and everything is filled with confusion.

What I didn't want repeating again, repeated. Not only that, it got worse.

I'm starting to realize that i'm fine with what i had before. 

Just that I haven't got the heart to say it.

New year is in a few hours and I'm on a mission. 

A mission to succeed in life and to reach my goals and dreams.

If it* comes, it comes. If not, I won't be searching. I know I'm not ready.

Time to resist temptation, infatuation for the best of me and others.

Time to change and embrace the opportunities that'll pass by.

Time to say goodbye. So goodbye, au revoir, arrivederci.

out, ★

Penilaian Menengah Rendah

I've gotten my results already. I shall not say what I got but I will say this. I'm proud of it (:
Alhamdulillah syukur. 

out, ★

One Shall Prove Themself Worthy On This Fine Day

OMG! ITS ALREADY THE PMR RESULTS DAY! I'M TERRIFIED! TERRIFIED I TELL YOU! I'm gonna go soon but i've got to wait for mum. So while waiting, lemme tell you something. 


I had a really weird dream last night and I really liked it. I shall not say or tell what and who i dreamt about but one thing is for sure that I know I shouldn't. I know the dream wont come true. Heck, the chances of it becoming reality is highly unlikely. Even close to it is impossible. I know this because of certain reasons. But I am 100% sure of what i just said. But deep inside me I want it to come true. I want it to happen. I've got issues I haven't settled with and I just don't know how to. Naah, I don't mean that. I do know how to it's just that part of me doesn't want to do what i'm supposed to do. It's stubborn. Ooohh, very stubborn. But it is how I feel and i've tried what I can for months but its still there. Its not going away! Goshh. Part of me wants it to go and part of me wants it to stay. I've got to think deeply hard about what I should do. I think I'll sleep on it for several nights. Hopefully i'll be given a sign on one of those nights. I hope.

out, ★

False Alarm

Taik punya Dr. Yap -_- When I went to the dentist just now, he was freaking rough! He told me that i wont be doing braces today. He has to analyse more shizzz i don't know. Sooooo i don't know when I will be doing it so i'll wait for his call. But most probably soon lah. 


Oh my gucci! Tomorrow is the results! I'm hellafraid! ): So scared wann. Okay, that's all i've got to say so tataa, Skaadushh.

out, ★

Ralph Lauren Hurt Me

Oh my, my feet hurts. But it doesn't hurt like before. Dah okay lah. I opened 3 bills yesterday. Quite proud but also disappointed because I wanted to open atleast 5 yesterday but i'm proud because it was a tuesday so not many people would buy. Anyways. I took the day off today because today is the day! I'm gonna get braces! Oh nooo! I'm afraid yet excited! haha. Wish me luck. o.o hee. And then tomorrow, 

PMR

Grr! I hate youu. But somehow, i feel excited but obviously i'm afraid and nervous like mad. Gosh, I've got butterflies in my tummy. I'm afraid! I really hope that i do well. It would be nice to see my parents be proud of me like they were in 2006. Yes 3 years ago. That's a long time. I really hope my results will make them proud. But i know my parents wont expect me to get 8 A's. They expect me to get like, 4 A's only. hmm :/ I hope I proved them wrong. ):

out, ★

"Sir, would you like to try (name of product) ? "

This is my everyday line. I've already started working so i wont get to update much 
because i'll probably be friggin tired by the time I reach home. -_- So yeah. 
And the only time and way you can contact me is to call or text me at either 
12, 1 or 2 and 4,5 or 6. Those are my break hours. One of them of course. 
You think being a perfume promoter is not tiring? 
Standing all day just promote here and there? Oh noo. 
Its the standing part thats kills you. When you've got a customer, it's all good. (Y) 
In my opinion though.

1. I get to talk

2. I get to berangan

3. If I get to sell, i'll feel good

4. Time will pass by fast

5. Boss will be impressed B)

So yeah. Not much to update though. I've sold 4 items already. *wootwoot* haha. 
I feel proud and it's like an achievement y'know? You feel like you've got the power! 
oh yeah! haha. All of us there are nice to each other so going to work is fun. 
You've got your friends there to chat with and all. (:

Other than that, tomorrow, i've got to set up the promotion thingy's all by myself 
because my friend, esan, has the day off tomorrow and my other friend alwi, 
always comes to work late. -_- So i'll be all by myself. OH MY ARMANI! haha. 
Well, I guess i'll be fine. Guess lah. haha.

Okay so far, that's all. Skaadushh

out, ★

Haritz Huzariq

Today is Abang Manis/Berasap's Birthday! So i'd like to say,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MA MAN! 

Love Ya! ♥ 

I know I've only known Yik like only a few months but I can say that he is a really nice and honest person. I'm proud to call him ma man. HAHA. Anyways, I've always got your back ma brotha! We've been through some pretty crazy times together. Hooo, you have not seen crazy until Syaq and Yik becomes one! Haha, You will say you don't know us. (: Oh! And I thank you for helping me get a job. If it wasn't for you, mmg tak lah. Haha.

So, have a great birthday Haritz Huzariq! Skaadushh. 

out, ★

Go Metrojaya!

Heee, I'm starting work tomorrow! Oh yeah! :D but but but I'm so afraid. I've got chills. Haha. Maybe I've got chills because I'm sick but still. haha. 

Anywho, I hope I i'll be feeling ay-okay by tomorrow. Please! I so don't wanna miss first day of work. I'm a new woman! HAHA, Despite me sneezing non-stop, I feel good today. But I do feel guilty canceling with danial kordy twice. Reaaally guilty. I really wanted to watch Avatar. Curse this virus! Well, it's alright. Next time then. Hmm, Okay, I'm gonna go and study the the fragrances i'll be promoting. Heee :) Oh, i would like to say something.

"Yo no sé por qué pero me siento como si estuviera solo. Yo no siento que tengo un novio. Las cosas podrían haber ido demasiado rápido. Yo hubiera pensado que a través de este. Je suis désolé."

out, ★

I Hate You

Oh No! The Results for PMR is on the 24th :/

I hate this

I Hate You

I Hate Me

Tawakal Je Lah.

★

Danial Danial Danial Akmal! :O

Dano called me just now and that was the first time I heard his voice. His voice is nice and I like the way he speaks. Thumbs up to that (Y). Dano is a weird weird fellow who refuses to accept that he is weird. He prefers unique. Haha, he's a fun person overall. I could actually click with him y'know? vally nice. HAHA xD Anywho, I'm gonna go offline now. Getting pretty tired and I need to study them perfume products. Goshhh. Feels like i'm taking an exam! Feels like PMR all  over again! Oh my gucci. Haha. Aiite, Ima go now. hehe. Tatass (:

out, ★