2010, great?

I don't know why but i'm beginning to feel even more stressed as the days pass. I'm really starting to not like school life in form 4. I broke down in class twice already and it's only like what? the second month of the year? I wonder how will i survive the whole of form 4. I really hate my add maths teacher. I've had pretty sucky teachers but i've never really hated them as much as i hate my add maths teacher. She indirectly called the malays in my class stupid. wtff? We're not stupid! We're trying our hardest to understand the shit you're teaching! Goshh. 


I'm growing apart from my friends. I don't know why. It just happens. Probably it's because of the class difference and maybe its just me. I'm pretty busy with everything like studies, homework, family stuff, personal stuff. I don't have much time for my friends even though i try my hardest to balance everything. Its hard and i'd need to take some time for myself to work it out. 


I'm sorry to shahira, nadiah and syaza for screaming at you guys yesterday. I was really angry and i wasn't in the mood and i know you guys wanted to check up on me but i guess you guys caught me at a really wrong time and you* should've came to me and asked me in a not annoying way and a not annoying tone of voice. That made me lose my temper. But i'm sorry still. I'm just so stressed. 


I have a lot on my mind. I need to be with myself and my boyfriend. And don't get me wrong, I'm not putting my boyfriend first. Its just that the comfort you get from a friend and a boyfriend is different. I just need that sort of comforting right now. Don't take this the wrong way. 


(you* points out to a particular person)

out, ★