I don't understand why people are just so judgemental. So much for changing lah kan. 

BULLSHIT!

You don't know shit of what i'm going through. Saying i'm a drama queen. Thinking i'm trying to catch attention. I've got better things to do than to seek attention lah. Yeah, i might do seek attention sometimes but I would never, i repeat, never fake something serious just to get attention. That's just wrong. And who the hell are you to bitch about me suddenly and making your own conclusions. Don't you have a brain to think or a heart to care what's going on with me first? Tak kan? Thats what you call heartless. Suka hati je nak talk crap and laugh about it. But whatever, asalkan korang bahagia lah. I know the truth and whether or not you wanna believe it, its up to you. I don't have to prove no single shizz to anyone else. You'll pay the price, I know you believe in karma. And i know karma will definitely catch up with your actions. Serves you right! 

out, ★

Jantan Tersayang / Loverboy ♥

You'd do the littlest yet sweetest things that make me go awwh (':

Like just now, You called me just to let me know that you'll be at the asrama till late and to say sorry that you can't text me tonight. :'D 

That is why I Love You to bits! ♥

 out, ★

When i like something, i take a picture of it to make it last longer.

This is the face of a person who is sick. Haha! I took this an hour ago, i think. Haha. Excuse my face. I just like my hair at the time. Hehe. :p Well thats pretty much it. Haha. See ya! Skaadushh

Out, ★

Oh happy day

Yesterday was my one month anniversary with Amin, yeah I know what you're thinking, baru one month nak kecoh. But who cares. I'm happy. Everyday I'm still with him is an accomplishment. For some of you, you may not understand why I say its an accomplishment. Others should. So yeah. Please don't judge me, (:


Overall, I had fun yesterday. I shouldn't have to explain why here. hehe :D Just know that I did despite me being kind of sick. Gosh. now today, I feel sicker than ever. I couldn't wake up for school. I woke up like really woke up at 3. -_- And i'm super hungry but my throat is killing me so I can't swallow. Like shizz y'know. Urgghh


My sports day is this thursday, I'm sick, I heard that we've not started with the second formation for marching, Tomorrow is the rehearsal, conclusion is, We're screwed. 

out, ★

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My name is Khan, And I am NOT a terrorist

Hey there, Yesterday, I went out to celebrate Syaza's Sweet Sixteen Birthday at Curve with the girls in the morning till 4 like that and the guys came afterwards. Us girls went karaoke and we all went crayzay baby! wooh! hahaha. Everyone looked superhot! :D

Then when the dudes came, we wallked around and all and took pictures. Camwhore gila babi because Aizat brought his DSLR so apa lagi en. Picture picture! haha. We also went bowling. That was the funniest and funnest part. Haha, you should've seen everyone. Especially Fareena. Macam nak jatuh. hahaha. 

Then we all went to Mcd and makaaan. Then balikk.

Hope you had a great birthday Syaza! hee i laf youu. :D

Afterwards, I met up with my sister and her boyfriend. We wanted to watch a movie at 9 but last last we watched at 11.20 -___- Because we hanged out with her boyfriends family which is papa, yik, farady and baby. So yeahh. lepak lepak and all. Then all of us excluding papa and farady watched 'My name is Khan' 

Two thumbs up to the movie. (Y) I reeeeealllly enjoyed it. I wanted to sleep for half an hour tapi tak jadi because the movie cam best. hahaha. Yesterday was fun altogether. ♥

out, ★

When I'm bored, I take things aimlessly

This is what you get when you put your iphone laying around the house and me using it without parental supervision. HAHA

I really want an iphone. Time to save up some cashhh. 

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Happy Chinese New Year / Valentines Day!

Today was simply awesome. hehe. Went out with loverboy today. Not to celebrate valentines day. We just wanted to go out. hehe. He came at like about 12 pm like that and I arrived at ou at 12.35 pm, I think. Haha.  I'm sorry! hehe. Anyways, we walked around and all and we decided to watch a movie. We weren't sure of what movie to watch. It was either Percy Jackson or Valentines Day but we decided to watch Percy Jackson because V Day starts late so yeah.

It was fun. I can say thumbs up to the movie (Y). Reaaaally funny. I enjoyed it. (: Then we walked around and makaaan, then walked around some more until we were so tired of walking, we decided to watch another movie. Haha, we watched wolfman. Tak best! I understand no shizz of what the movie is about. Dah lah the werewolf tak style langsung. Ish. But nevermind. Then after the movie, we hung out at this garden place. I have no idea how to describe it tapi best lah. Haha. 

He carried me! Like 'sweeping-of-my-feet' type of carrying. Hehe, and he said I wasn't heavy -___- Unbelievable. But kinda awwwh. hehehe :p Then after like an hour or two like that, he went home and so did I and I went to Bgbill's crib and played Uno. wohoo! Haha. Kay thats all. Overall, I love today. I'm happy and surprised that I'm not miserable on Valentines Day. Hehe. Thanks to my mat rempit. HAHA ♥

out, ★

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I miss my girlies )':

Lets have a girls day out! :D

I'm gonna give them a message later. hehe 

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I feel like crying. Not because i'm sad. But tears of terguris hati. HAHA. I feel touched. I shall not elaborate any further. This is as far as i'll share. hehe. Skaadushh

out, ★

Oh you'd do the most sweetest yet cutest little things that makes me go awwh ♥

I LOVE YOU AMIN

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one wrong step

Guess what happened today at school, I had long jump during a chemistry experiment )': So so saddd. I didn't win because I felt like there was pain at my feet. The place where my ligament was torn in 2007. So i couldn't walk. -_- I practically sat in front of the boys toilet for like an hour like that. At first shaleea came and helped :O
Then danial kordy, izani, barnett came and helped me to the side so i didn't look like a total idiot in the middle of the whole place. I asked adira to get me food because I was there even during recess. But Fatim came with my food instead. Then she went back to the canteen to eat and I was with shaleea. Then Amin came and recess was over. Soon after, all the jantans that are always refilling water came and like kecoh satu dunia. Haha. Then, la la la, syaza, fatimah, amin and aizat helped me up and carried me to the pejabat. Sorry guys, i know i'm heavy. Haha :P Then they all teman me until my daddy came. Then I went straight to the hospital and I got an x-ray. The doctor said there's nothing to worry about. Just rest and put some gel or something and wrap my feet with a bandage. Soo yeah. Thats it. Haha. What a day. I bet Syaza and Fatimah grew muscles carrying me. Haha. Again, thanks a lot guys for helping me. Lovess! ♥

out, ★

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ASK ME ANYTHING. *winkwink*

Hehe, I didn't go to school today. I didn't wake up because I slept late. hee :P
Okay, I just opened my facebook and I realised he* put my name on his status :O Wowww. Didn't think he'd do something like that. But i'm touched that he did. (': 

I love you 21st January, 2010 ♥

I just came back from my niece and nephew's birthday party which is so serabot nation. All I did was eat, drink and talk. Nothing much. I had a conversation with shahirah, my niece who's in form one! They grow up so fast. Haha. Theenn, I told kak udeen, my cousin, that I still couldn't believe that Izran, her son, is already form one. Time flies, then she told me he still calls me aunty baby. Awwwh! :') I feel so touched. hehe. I like being called aunty baby because only 3 of my nephews calls me that. Izran, Ariff and Zayn. I'm very close to them and i never want them to stop calling me aunty baby and i never want them to call anyone else aunty baby. Its my title! HAH. hahahha kidding :p
okay thats it. haha skaadushh

out, ★

6th February, 2010 ♥

A day to remember.

Need I say more?

out, ★

What has 2010 done to all of us?

Syakirah

school life : stressed

friendship : up and down

relationship : no problems

family : fine

generally : I can go crazy

2010, great?

I don't know why but i'm beginning to feel even more stressed as the days pass. I'm really starting to not like school life in form 4. I broke down in class twice already and it's only like what? the second month of the year? I wonder how will i survive the whole of form 4. I really hate my add maths teacher. I've had pretty sucky teachers but i've never really hated them as much as i hate my add maths teacher. She indirectly called the malays in my class stupid. wtff? We're not stupid! We're trying our hardest to understand the shit you're teaching! Goshh. 


I'm growing apart from my friends. I don't know why. It just happens. Probably it's because of the class difference and maybe its just me. I'm pretty busy with everything like studies, homework, family stuff, personal stuff. I don't have much time for my friends even though i try my hardest to balance everything. Its hard and i'd need to take some time for myself to work it out. 


I'm sorry to shahira, nadiah and syaza for screaming at you guys yesterday. I was really angry and i wasn't in the mood and i know you guys wanted to check up on me but i guess you guys caught me at a really wrong time and you* should've came to me and asked me in a not annoying way and a not annoying tone of voice. That made me lose my temper. But i'm sorry still. I'm just so stressed. 


I have a lot on my mind. I need to be with myself and my boyfriend. And don't get me wrong, I'm not putting my boyfriend first. Its just that the comfort you get from a friend and a boyfriend is different. I just need that sort of comforting right now. Don't take this the wrong way. 


(you* points out to a particular person)

out, ★ 

It was nice :)

Despite an unfortunate loss on Saturday, The day went simply great. I wen't out with loverboy and his siblings. Freaaaky. I was so scared and nervous. Haha. We went to KL and walked around there. Nothing much to be said actually. I'd have to actually show actions. HAHA. Anywho, we went to Times Square and he asked his sister to get a balloon that says "love you" on it. HEEE :P i think he asked her sister. I'm not sure. haha. 

I can't tell you what happen next. Hehehe. AND I KNOW WHAT YOU'RE THINKING! HAHA. Just to make it clear, nothing happened that day :) I love it because of the littlest of things that happened :D

out, ★