all you need is your friends

I don't know why but I feel like saying I love you to:-

Fareena Aiman 
- She's always puts a smile on her face even though she is not feeling happy

Fatimah Hanif 
- She is the girl who has a positive attitude and once she puts her mind into something, she'll try everything to get it but if it doesn't work out, she takes it as a lesson learned 

Nur Syaza Afiqah
- No matter how hectic and complicated her life is, if a friend of hers is in need, she will always be there for them

Shahira Che Ghani
- Need i say more? She always does the weirdest but yet most adorable thing anyone could think of. She just makes people smile

Fatin Nabilah
- She just have her own idea of things and whatever she does, we all still love her. She never misses out on anyone

Nadiah Najib 

- All i can say is that the way she speaks is just so cute and she's always supportive in whatever we choose but yet she speaks her mind when necessary

♥

These are the girls whom I love and currently miss hanging out with, laughing together and be with everyday at school. I miss school because I miss the times we'd make stupid jokes in the canteen and everything else. 

From the bottom of my heart, i say, I LOVE YOU GIRLS! 

out, ♥

You didn't hear it from me

You know it kinda hurts to hear your own sisters not wanting to spend time with you. Like you feel so left out. Yeah we're 7,9 and 11 years apart but so what right? I am still your sister. Yes, i know you've got boyfriends and you wanna spend each moment with them, well then get married! But until then, you guys haven't tied the knot yet so please balance your time. I wanna spend my time with my sisters too you know.

Its like i'm never included in your plans. Whenever I ask you if i could tag along, you say 'no'. Then when i'm out with my friends you guys wanna invite me here and there and when i say i can't make it then you guys say that i spend too much time with my friends and then you'd say "Oh, we do invite you and wanna take you out but you're always with your friends" 

Hello! I'm with my friends because you guys always push me away and don't want me around. You can't expect me to always be the one to ask you guys to hang out with me. When will you guys be the one to invite me? It really hurts to know that my own flesh and blood, my sisters, don't like having me around. Ohh you guys like having your boyfriends siblings around but not your own. It hurts. It really does. )':

out, ♥

I'm bored. Gimme something to work with! Goshh. I want new clothes clothes clothes!

! My house in TTDI is like almost done! And I really can't wait to move back there where I belong! I just don't wanna stay in this freaking ghetto haven anymore. It's driving me crazy.

The house shall be ready in approximately 1 week and i'll be moving back there probably in 2 - 3 weeks time. Gosh! I'm excited. Okay that's all! Tataa

out, ♥

Just one fruit from one tree, just one rumble-bumble to one bee

"Could it be magic, It must be magic.

Tell me true, Are you my only one" ♥ 

 I love you Imran Shafiq and I know you know that too. 

Te amo (spanish),

 أنا أحبك (arabic),

 Я тебя люблю (russian),

 Je t'aime (french),

 Ich liebe dich (german),

Mahal kita (filipino).

The many languages that means ' i love you ' and all of it is for you. 

out, ♥

After a while

After a while to think it wouldn't hurt. But I guess I was wrong. It still hurts. It still stings. But I have learnt to live with it. Once you start, there's no turning back. And I won't. I won't. Because I don't want to. 

out, ♥

Once you start, there's no turning back

I AM SO AFRAID )':

Are you telling the truth? 

Do you really love me?

Is what you said sincere?

Are you sure I'm not a rebound?

Are you just fooling around?

Are you taking advantage of me?

*questions that are filling my brain )':

out, ♥

Topshop, Taxi Stand

All I shall say Is take me back to the 'Topshop, Taxi Stand' moment (:

Wanting my little penguin /  budak kecik <3

out, ♥

Meet Me halfway

When I woke up this morning,

I realized I was smiling,

It's been going on for three days now,

Believe me, I'm not lying.

When I first saw you,

It's like love at first sight, you see,

I know people say that's not true,

But I know deep down it might be.

Every time I get a text from you,

I feel so nervous and shy,

I only feel this way to certain people,

Especially a certain guy.

Though, I admit I'm afraid,

That I might get hurt in the end,

But I'll put that aside right now,

And let my heart unbend.

out, ♥

I believe there is such thing as love at first sight

Dear blog,
I know i've only met him like twice but today was a different feeling. I think i am slowly falling for this guy.
I'm just afraid to because I don't want to get myself hurt.
I'll hope for the best :D

I think I'm falling for you

out, ♥ 

hate is a strong word but i really really really don't like you

SYAKIRAHBUDAK BANGANG

hey
heyy  
i'm bored :/
and then wht can i do?
haha
msn wit me
haha!
ada webcam?
roiighht
ada but nt working
hahaha
web cacat?
have u eaten yet?
npe i kena install the cd but the cd is at my old hse
and yeah i've eaten
you?
oh
when u pindah blik sana?
nop
malas.
december :/
haha xD
not funny
lama lagi
eh suka hati i la nk gelak
=.=
ada masalah?
yes ada
apa?
nvm
apahal?
nvmm
loser!
okayy
big loser
asl u after break lain gile
why cant u be the old u
=.=
you think its that easy?
and you think i boleh ke haa?
apa yg susahnya?
u tell me
u tink to much
like wat u said
never regret
so ha let it go la
yes u can
hve u try yet?
apa kena mengena ngn regret?
main ckp je you enn/
sabar lahh
i can be myself balik but not immediately lah bangang
well tink it yourself
sebab u bengong
dulu u ckp after break can b friends la normal and blablabla
tgk2
YEAHHHHH BUT IT TAKES TIME LAH FUCKER
=.=
ISHHH
cerita keling
BOLEH TAK YOU FOR ONCE FAHAM BAHASA?
!
asal u nak mencarut ni?
ASAL TAKE TIME
SEBAB I BENGANG LAH KOT
XDE SEBAB PUN NAK TAKE TIME!
U JE MENGALABH LEBIH
EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE SEBAB YOU TAK FAHAM!
YOU TAK FAHAM
KAU CKP JE KAU FAHAM
PADAHAL TAK
BENGAP
memang aku faham
kau yang selalu nak menang
keep on nak menang
kata i x fhm
KAU TK FAHAM LAH 

padahal u sendiri YANG X FAHAM DIRI U SENDIRI!
ha nak menang
AMBIK1
DONT YOU SAY I DNT UNDERSTAND MYSELF BITCH
can u start learning tht not all stuf u can win
u ah bitch
EH PLEASE LAH 
i'm nt a girl
bengong!
YES
U DONT UNDERSTAND URSELF!
BODOH
I WOULDNT FIGHT BACK IF IM WRONG
BABII

BLAHH LAH
I DNT WANNA BE YR FRIEND
GO FUCK YRSELF
but memang u salah
tgk
sikit2 nak melenting
mengalahkan laki
I DNT GIVE A FUCK LAH

well i try to be ur friend
but u yang keep on blah
SEBAB YOU TAK FAHAM LAH BENGONG BENGAP BABI!
FAHAM APA!?
KAU CAKAP SIKIT BABI!
KAU CAKAP SEKARANG!
APAHAL?
AKU CAKAP APA PUN KAU TKKAN FAHAM
KAU ADA JE NK CKP BALIK

ADA JE
KAU CAKAP LA SEKARANG
MCM KAU BAGUS SANGAT
CAKAP AH!
CAKAP LA!
AKU BUANG MASA LAH WEY
KAU NAK MENANG KAN
CAKAP LA1
OKAY
FINE
AKU BAGI KAU MENANG
HAH,
MCM TU AKU MALAS LAH
PLEASE LAH
AKU TAHU AKU TK SALAH
CAKAP LA BABI!
KAU JE YG SELALU TK FAHAM
AKU SURUH CAKAP KAU X NAK CAKAP
bangang ke bodoh
?
MASA AKU CKP DULU TKNK DGR!!!!!!!!11
BILA AKU MALAS NK CKP BARU KAU NK DGR
KAU LAH BANGANG DAN BODOH
BILE KAU CAKAP
aku try tnya
kauc ckp
ouh nothing u x fhm
the prob wit u is
KAU YANG JENIS X BOLEH TERIMA FAKTA MEMANG KAU SALAH
WHATEVER LAH
AKU DAH TAK KISAH
KAU SAPE JE SKRG 
NOT EVEN A FRIEND
SO BANTAI AA
TGK NAK MENANG
FYI
kawan kau sendiri x suka kau
so at least i try to be ur friends
kalau sikap kau mcm ni
SAPE TAK SUKA AKU HAA?
nampaknye the whole du or selangor akan benci kau
DAH BLAH AH
START FROM TODAY
AKU MCM NI NGN KAU JE
AKU X KENAL KAU
KAU BLAH
BYE
DAH BLAH
aku try ckp baik
kau cakap mcm puki
BYE
aku nk baik pstu kau gi annoy aku paha
*pahal
bye
BILE AKU ANNOY KAU BABI!
SELALU
weh dah dah la tu buat perangai kau mcm babi
KAU ANGGAP AKU MCM ORG BAIS
xde orang suka pun
*BIASA
AKU TEGUR LKAU PUN XDE
HABIS
KAU LUAR BIASA KE!?
KAU TK FIKIR KE HAA?
AKU EX KAU
MESTI LAH KAU KENA CHILL DULU
BUT KAU TAK FAHAM
SEDIH KAU TAHU TAK
TAPI AKU DAH TK KISAH DAH
KAU FAHAM X
AKU DAH X LOVE KAU
SEBAB TU AKU SENANG NAK LUPAKAN KAU
ANDDDD
I NEVER SERIOUS IN LOVING GIRLS
INCLUDE U
DO U GET THAT?
X PERNAH!
SO KAU X YAH NAK MENGGELABAH
OHH REALLY
NOW?
SO YOU HAVE BEEN FREAKING LYING THIS WHOLE TIME TO ME
FINE
YOU KEEP THIS UP AND YOU WILL NEVER BE LOVED
NOT YOU
AKU BARI 15 KOT!

- i did not leave anything out and i did not add any additional words.

- i currently hate this person so much and yes i know, hate is a strong word but i don't care.

- i've always told myself. never regret. if its good, its wonderful. if not, its experience. but i regretted ever getting to know him.

- i was fooled again. 

out, ♥

don't say you love me

Well, well, well. I've got no updates actually but i was just bored so that's why i'm writing this post. haha. 
I've been feeling really bored lately and kind of angry at the same time. There's no need to know why but yeah. Am I losing my mind here? Maaybe. hmm :\


Oh yeah! I went to school on Friday. Lepak-ed with Fareena, Haider and all. Most of the time, we played the games in Aziz's phone. haha. Stressful I tell you! haha. There's this game where we have to make this fat dude cross from one building to another using a thin wire. haha. Damn funny. hee
Then there's this game called 'Paper Toss'. Now that is fun! All we have to do is throw rubbish but it's not as easy as it sounds. haha
Haider has the high score of 32 and the highest I can go is 25. Almost! grr. haha. But yeah. It was kinda fun lah. 
When I reached home, I straightaway crashed on my sister's bed and slept. haha
Kay, I guess that's it. hee :p
You can say that I feel kind of happy and slowly forgetting the thing that hurt me the most so yeah. Good or Good :D

out, ♥

How could I have done such a thing?

I cant believe I forgot to wish my sister at 12 am! 
I feel so guilty. I was out last night and totally lost track of time! Im sorry Raihan bt Mohd Arabee! hee :D
Any who,

happy 22nd birthday my sister, ray!

you're old(er) :p

But you know I l♥ve you.

out, ♥

The 100th Post!

Omgod! I've reached the 100th post. haha! bangga :P
Anywho, Lemme tell you what happened  3 days ago. 


31st October, 2009 - AAR
The day was so serabot. It was the worst afternoon of my life. haha. First, I woke up in the morning morning because I had to go to my aunts breakfast thingy, When my family and I arrived at A.Fauziah's home, I met najwa and her family. Then nana came after I did. So we talked talked talked and they asked if im going to AAR. Then I said, maybe because I feel kinda lazy but yeah. Then I asked them, and they said yes and they were gonna take the LRT so I asked if i'm going, can I tag along? then yeahh. haha. I ate and then went back home. Needed to run some errands. Nana then sent me a text saying they have to be at Tmn Bahagia station by 4. and it was already 2.30 and I haven't run any errands yet. I was soo menggelabah, i bathed and went and run the errands. 
Then went to najwa's house. When I arrived, I realised that I forgot my ticket =.=
Had to go all the way back to Flora and take my ticket. Good thing we were on time
Okay noww skiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiipppp. 
It was Fun! Tyson was so sexy, yummy. hahaha 
One things for sure, you should've been there :D


31st October, 2009 - BBQ
After AAR, I went home and quickly bathed and change because I wanted to go to the BBQ my sister planned at Kota. Then my sister called and said that she isn't the one picking me up. Instead, abang azry, yik and baby picked me up. hee :D
Then after yik picked me up from my doorstep(haha), we went down and found out that the car couldn't start -.- nice. 
We did everything possible and no luck. So we ended up berkelah-hing at the roadside. So me and yik started merepeking and merapu-ing. haha. It was fun lah. (: 
Then Nuff and bgbill came to the rescue! wooooh! 
We were then off to Kota and there was a moment. That moment I can't forget. haha
Skiiiiiiipooo
Then dah makan makan we just chit chat merepek merapu and all. haha
Then farady took the guitar and played some songs while I sang. Nice lah. I enjoyed myself like gila :D

out, ♥