Resistor

I NEED TO GET OUT OF THIS HELLHOLE! please and thank you (;

betty,

out ♥

Rayaa Rayaa!

Hey all you peoples! heee :P Im soo sorry It's been like ages since I've updated my blog. Busy ya know? haha. PMR shits and all that jazz. So yeah. Anywho, The latests are that raya finally came and personally, i feel like raya came too soon. :S Idk why. haha but im glad that it came. hee
Moneymoneymoney $$$ :D
I went back to Johor and truthfully, I way prefer last year's celebration but I prefer this year's money. HAHA
Only a few of my family came back to my kampung ): Poor grandma. But it was still fine. Hung out with deens and phat and my other cuzzies. Fun fun fun.
Now im back home. Tadaaa! haha No more fun for me.
Time to hit the books and study my ass off. PMR is in freaking 2 weeks! Im afraid as hell. I really need to make parents and sisters proud. I want to. So sorry if i dnt update much. You know where I am. (;
Aiite, Take care and wish me luck! :D

Betty,

out ♥

Music And Lyrics Part Five

Hey, I've made a new song! :D I don't think its good but it's just how i feel. Here's the lyrics. I'll post the song soon. There are a few technical difficulties. hehe. The title of this song is 'Something About You'.

Verse 1

Every memory that comes to mind

Reminds me of the time

That we would spend with each other

Now, I can't get you out of my head

Everytime I lay on my bed

You're all that I think about

You make me so confuse

I don't ever wanna lose you

Here's what I'll say to you

Chorus

I don't want you to leave

I want you to stay here with me 

It's hard to believe

Please don't go

I want you know

That I love you

I still do 

Tonight, When I wish upon a star

I hope you wont go too far

Away from my heart

Cause everyday

I wont ever forget to say

There's something about you

Something about you

Something about you

That makes me fall for you

Bridge

Although you broke my heart

I still forgave you

Cause I wanna be with you

Chorus

 I don't want you to leave

I want you to stay here with me 

It's hard to believe

Please don't go

I want you know

That I love you

I still do 

Tonight, When I wish upon a star

I hope you wont go too far

Away from my heart

Cuz everyday

I wont ever forget to say

There's something about you

Something about you

Something about you

That makes me love you

I love you

So what d'ya think? Yeah, the lyrics are corny and tacky but like i give a shit. It's how I feel. haha

Betty,

out ♥

Juiceonline.com !

Tadaa, me and my sisters and my sister's boyfie's sister were in juice for the urbanscapes event! :D My leg looks extra fatter bcuz of my sister's leg at the back of mine =.=' Hahaha. Hee. Okay thats it.

betty,

out ♥

What do you expect?

Yesterday was awesome tho it was for a short while. hehehe.

Myn with yadumyadum and me with padumpadum. :D haha

Then ashmen with razi. haha. Kesian gila diorg but i really wanted ashmen to meet padumpadum. And guess what! they got along just as i thought. hehe. What do you expect? Otak sama. HAHA

Padumpadum went back at like 4.30. which is so sekejap. and thn i sent him to the taxi stand and i got a hug frm him. HEEEEE. *excited* hahahahaha. But yeahh sedihh because after that i was bullied by myn, khalis, ashmen and razi. =.='

Ashmen was like menghimpit me in the car. So faham faham je lah. hahahhaa.

Okayy tu je. tataaa

p/s: I love you

betty,

out ♥

Daaamnnn

Fuck I'm screwed. shittings :/

Betty,

out ♥

I wasn't looking

Im so happy right now :D If i were to explain why it's gonna be a loooooong post so i'll just cut the story short. hehe

I've got an awesome and loving boyfriend. He asked me on the 21st of August, 2009 via text when he was next to me. haha. He wanted to say it face-to-face but his friends were there.

On the same day, he held my hand. Ever since then, I can't stop smiling and my heart has been beating like a bullet train. Baby if you're reading this, I love you so much! and you know that. hehe

Hopefully this relationship lasts long. I really want it to.

The grass in green,

And the sky is blue,

Baby just remember,

That I love you (;

betty,

out ♥

I wanna i wanna i wanna touch you.

HEEE. Im just gnna say one thing.

ILOVEYOU 210809 <3

betty

out. ♥

SWAAAAP

Yesterday, i went to the hospital with my parents. I was reaaallly sick and i couldn't get up. My sister is so annoying. She always thinks of herself and thinks i'm making excuses. HELLO, im sick. Thats no excuse. thats a fact. ishh =.=' Anywho, I went to the hospital, thinking that i had to take a blood test because i haven't recovered yet. So I was sooooo scared cause i really hate needles and hospitals. Then when I went, there were so many people but good thing it didn't take so long till my turn. Then I met the doctor and the doctor said I needed to take a SWAP test. I was like heh? wtheckk is a SWAP test? then he explained. He needed some booger samples so i was like okayy. Haha.

Then my parents and I waited and then it was time to do the SWAP test. I thought he'd just take a cotton bud and take a sample from the nose tp not so deep but then he asked me to tilt my head up and he took out a LONG cotton bud and he asked me not to move so i didn't. haha. Then he put the cotton bud in SOOO DEEP it hurt. It doesn't hurt like a needle but it stings. The doctor said that it could reach the throat. Seriously, not a good experience. HAHA. Then that night my dad went to the hospital and the doctor said it was a NEGATIVE! heeeee :P Alhamdulillah. I was so relieved. If it was positive, i couldn't come to school for a week but since its negative, the doctor said i still should stay at home but only for 2 days. Thats why im here. haha. Okay, I hope i'll recover soon and I hope my family and friends are doing okay. Im sorry I couldn't be there to help you guys with your problems. I'll try and make it up to you! Tata

Tralaloves,

Syakirah Exellwood ♥

Aliens!

Sorry people, someone filled the space to go watch District 9 with me. The person issssssssss................................................................................. *drum rolls* dumdumdum......................................................................NAFISAH! haha. My sister. She has been wanting to watch it so like, i decided to bring her. Plus, it has been quite a long time since we hunged out together so this is like a quality sister to sister bonding movie night. hee :P Thats all. Tata (:

Tralaloves,

Syakirah Exellwood ♥