Music and Lyrics part three (:

Hey, this is a song I created before It's Just Me (:

Verse 1
I wake up every morning,
I saw you in my dreams,
Its just so hard to believe,
I'm walking on a sidewalk,
Full of mysteries,
I just want to feel free
Oh.

Chorus
You were everything good that has happen to me,
Oh and you,
Now I see that this is just how it's meant to be,
A fantasy

Verse 2
Tomorrow is a new day,
And everything is new,
I've got to make my move,
I'm walking in that straight direction,
That's the only way,
It gets harder day by day.

*chorus*

Bridge
I don't want to believe,
That its over,
It's over now,
I want to believe,
That we can make this right somehow.

Chorus 2
You are everything good that is happening to me,
Oh and you,
I believe that you are my destiny,
Not a fantasy,
A destiny is calling out for me.
My destiny.

Title : Destiny is calling
Written by : Syakirah

Music and Lyrics part two (:

Before you read it, I know it sucks. Its not good at all but thats how i felt (:
Verse 1
Could it be,
I can see,
Part Of me,
At this moment now
I don't know,
Where to go,
From here.

Chorus
Is this where I belong,
Is this where I should be,
Is this where I create those possibilities,
I don't know,
Ohh,
It's just me

Verse 2
Could it be,
My fate,
Is hanging by a thread,
Forced to just obey,
In this world,
Oh this world,
Is a mess.

Chorus 2
Is this where I belong,
Is this where I should be,
Is this where I create those possibilities,
Oh I hope,
Its not,
Just me.

Bridge
No I can't sit around
Thinking that everything's okay
Not today, no
Life is just not fair
And I don't like the way I am treated
I hate it

They push me around,
Knowing I cannot frown,
Thinking I'm never down,
I don't want to be found,
Leave me alone,
Please just go,
Away (from here)

(repeat chorus 1 and 2)

Chorus 3
Is this where I belong,
Is this where I should be,
Why can't I ever live just peacefully?
I don't know,
Ohh,
It's just me.

Title : It's Just Me
Written by : Syakirah

Music And Lyrics

Oh people! I forgot to tell you guys that I created a brand new song. hee.
Not to be perasan, no but it took me like 10 minutes to create it.
I, myself was surprised. haha.
The title is 'It's just me'
Its about a girl who's life is not so easy.
She is bossed around by her family and her friends. They were always telling her what to do knowing that she cant and wont say anything about it. She's just forced to follow whatever she's been told to do but she really wants to speak her mind but doesn't know neither the words nor how to do so.
In a way, this song can relate to my life. In SOME aspects though. Not fully.
I dont know why, but i was inspired through how I felt just now. hee
Once i've finalized the lyrics and all, I'll post it! heee :D

Shopaholics Den

Hey ho, whats cracking? haha
Sorry, i'm kind of in a awesome hyper mood now because my sister and I just finish looking through some online boutiques and we saw a lot of awesome clothes. Especially DRESSES!
Omgosh, if you must know, I am like TOTALLY obsessed with dresses and Sneakers now.
When I browse the websites, I was like "Urghh, I hate this, I hate this, I wanna buy all!" All of them were like RM32, RM30, RM39, RM49. Too bad I'm freaking broke! Shittings laa.
Me and my sister went to OU just now and we went window shopping and everytime we enter a store, we'd try on clothes but ended up saying "lets shop online!" HAHA
And we did! We already reserved like 4 or 5 clothes already and most of them are dresses. HEEE.
I looveee dresses, haha.
Oh! Btw, my sister, she is a total shoe-a-holic and I was looking at shoes on the Internet and she was soo pissed because there were a lot of to die for shoes (literally) because it costs around RM174 like that.
Really to die for. haha
So she didn't buy it :/
Well I pity her soo much so i decided to share money with my other sisters so we can buy her a pair of heels that she wanted so badly. (the awesomest adik ever) HAHA
Oh well, thats it i guess, Tata teetee toto.

xoxo,
SYAKIRAH ;D

Im sorry :/

Oh my darling,

you know who you are,

Im sorry for what i did,

To you so far.

I didn't mean to do it,

Its just a small thing you know,

But please forgive me,

I don't want you to go.

You mean a lot to me,

No words can ever describe,

How i feel about you,

I would never lie.

I would notice you more in the future,

That i can promise you,

But just in case i don't,

Just remember I love you.

I'll say i'm sorry,

Now again once more,

My darling please,

I can't bear the pain anymore.

I love you so much,

I would do almost anything for you,

I just want to know,

If you still feel the same way too.

xoxo,

SYAKIRAH :/

Say Goodbye (Temporarily) To Books :D

Today is the best exam day everrr! :D haha, i don't know why but i just feel goood today. heee. Probably its because its the last day for exam haha. Me and Fatimah has been acting all random and weird and psycho today. But it was sooo fun! :D HAHA, everytime before an exam, we would walk around and do U-Turns and Roundabouts. Actually its just the school corridors. haha. We walk around passing the 3 Teratai, Dahlia, Cempaka and Anggerik classes because we don't want the teacher in our class to catch us. Although all the teacher that was in our class we're super blurr but you know, we didn't wanna take any chances. haha
While we were walking at the ground floor, Ashmen keeps disturbing me by touching my neck and he is doing that because recently he found out that i was ticklish there =.='
Cm loser gila. haha. anyways. When he does that, Of course automatically i would feel ticklish and my head would go ketepi like this

hahaha. Something like that. haha. I was lazy to draw it properly. hehe :P

Then suddenly Ikmal came to me and asked me some questions. this is how the conversation goes:

Ikmal : Syakirah, kau ada computer tak?

Syaq : Yeah ada.

Ikmal : Ada printer tak?

Syaq : Yeah.

Ikmal : (in a whisper voice *haha*)Okay, kau boleh tolong aku tak?

Syaq : Yeah i guess so. Apa?

Ikmal : (still in a whisper voice) Kau boleh tolong printkan project aku tak?

Syaq : Yeah okay, boleh.

Ikmal : Okay, esok aku tak dtg tau, nnt balik aku tulis semua benda pstu azhar akan kasi kau.

Syaq : Uhm, Okay. haha (turn away to fatim)

Ikmal : Aku dah penat - penat tulis semua kat computer, lepas tu bila aku nak print, kotak merah keluar. yg detected virus tu. Aku mcm bangang je. Dah lah aku buat 3 benda je.

3 jam. eh 2 jam!

(and he did this)

Syaq : (looks and fatim and gave her the face)

Ikmal : (he repeats the explaination) HISSHH! (walks away to azhar and kesa)

Syaq and Fatim : (looks at each other) HAHAHAHHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

tu je. haha

it may nt be funny nw but if you were there it is sooo hilarious. haha

Okay i guess thats it. hehe.

Conclusion(to fatim) : I hate _ _ _ _. HAHA( inside joke jgn terasa aiite? ) (;

xoxo,

Syakirah <3

16th May, 2008 equals to Excitement

Hohoheyy! On the 16th of May, Syaza and I went to KL. haha.

I slept at her house on the 15th after my grandmama's birthday. hehee

Okayy, first we ate breakfast with her mom and then her mom sent us to the Taman Melati LRT station. Then we bought tickets and i was so bloody excited. haha. Its been a while since i rode the LRT. I had a pretty bad phobia with them. When i was little, my mom's foot got stuck and my mom was giving me a piggy back ride and when her foot got stuck, i fell of and im scared till yesterday. haha heee.

Anywho, then we reached the perpustakaan at the Merdeka building tu and we got the information for the Sultan Abdul Samad Building. hee :P

We were like laughing all the way. Oh and there was this cute dude. He sat in front of me. But too bad, he had a girlfriend :/

Syaza and I both saw a lot of couples there at the library. We were like Grrhhh. Jealous! ishh. hahaha

They all look soooo cute studying together and all. Ish! I wish i could be like that. ):

Oh well, biar je lah i guess. hmph.

Continue, hee :P

Then we took the LRT to KLCC cuz i was hungrayy! haha.

Masa breakfast i only ate roti bakar kosong cicah with iced milo. ngahahaa.

So i wanted to eat but before that we met Yasir. To me, i call him Yasir Hornayyy. hahaha.

He met us at Topshop. He wanted to buy a baju so we teman him and he was like agak mabuk. haha.

He was merepek-ing here and there and jalan lelong. haha. It was funny lah.

He was having a headache and I happen to have a headache too masa tu so we(I) bought panadol. He bought water. Then we sat down and we each had one panadol. Syaza was healthy je. haha

But then the panadol was too big for me and Yasir. We wanted to cut it in half but susah. So Yasir had a brilliant idea and bite the panadol and drank the water. He said tak pahit so I pun gigit je lah. Then I drank the water jugak. haha.

At that moment i felt like a drug addict. hahaha. kinda high at that time. hee

After that we walked to Pavi and we ate KFC. hee. lapar gila kot. and Yasir ate my cheesy wedges =.=' haha. but i didn't mind lah. After we ate we talked and walked and talked and walked some more.

Yasir made us pusing pusing there in circles. Syaza said "You ni buat i pening je. From tak pening jadi pening" Something like that lah. haha

Then we again we walked around and help Yasir buy his baju. We went to Topman and he tried on a shirt and Syaza and I went and see if it was okay and it was. hee. Then he bought it.

Oh! i forgot. before that we saw this hardcore metal group dressed like ala ala Marilyn Manson type and omgod. scary okay! Yasir ran away because one of them was pointing at him so he ran off. haha. it was scary but yet funny. hehe.

Then Yasir had to go already. He went back with his neighbour and me and syaza went back too. We went back using the LRT at KLCC and our destination was Taman Melati. HOHO. haha

Then tu je lah. hehe. Take care. hee. Taddaataa. ;D

xoxo,

SYAKIRAH <3

Cry Baby / Miss you

Omgod, I can't believe i acted like a super cry baby just now!
I feel like a total loser crying over a guy! Oh goshh!
Why do I feel this way? urrghh!
As the days pass, I feel more and more depressed and I don't know what to do anymore.
I am sad all the time and you know why? I'll tell you why!
It's because i miss those days where me and him used to hang out. The look on his face when he talks to me, those times when he gets super shy and starts biting his mouth when his voice changes, those times when we would talk on the phone for hours until we can't put down the phone because we don't want to and many many countless more.
AAH! I miss hanging out with him after school!
At this point, I don't even care if i only have the time to just see his face smiling especially if he's smiling at me.
That's enough for me right now.
I miss his cute text and his "i love you" messages.
I still keep them and occasionally when i have the time, I would go through and read them. Which makes me miss him even more because he's not doing it right now.
Oh my, I don't think i have ever felt this way about someone before. Even with my ex, I have never gone crazy over missing him.
I care less if he doesn't see me but with him, aah! I'm losing my mind over this simple thing!
)':
I miss him like crazy and i don't know how long can i stay this way.
I feel like my heart is shattering day by day as my missing towards him grows.
I have never been a cry baby about this before.
I am an emotional person. (VERY emotional) but this is a shocker for me to be too emotional.
I guess that's it, Tata titi toto

xoxo,
SYAKIRAH )':

Crushed

I have recently given up all hope i have on that person whom i love so much. I thought he loved me too. Thats what he said but i guess he was just fooling around.
I know now that i deserve way better than what i got. I just need to let it come to me instead. I can't be the one finding the one anymore. IM DONE
I can't believe i let myself get hurt again. AGAIN. Okay, 1st time was a killstrike, 2nd time(which is now) is a blow. Now i really hope 3rd times the charm.
Oh well. Now that i have nothing else to distract me, i can now focus more in my studies. I have freakin' PMR this year! gaah!
Okay thats all, (:

xoxo,
SYAKIRAH <3

Renovation

Oohlala, my house in Tmn Tun's toilet is already finished! heee :P
I am so happy. my toilet looks omgosh lawa gilaa.
Thanks daddy! ILY hehe
Okay thats it. haha.

xoxo,
SYAKIRAH <3