Three Syllables

haha, okay.
today was sooo merepek and random. haha.
Fatim and I was walking back from I don't know where. Oh! Recess. We were walking back from recess to our class.
We were talking about something and then suddenly Fatim said sleepy as 'se-leepy'. you know three syllables? haha
So i started laughing and teasing her about it. and then since then we started to say everything in three syllables even though it is originally not a three syllable word.
We CREATE a three syllable word instead. haha. example, grow = ge-ro-ow. no = no-o-o. and so on. haha,
The three syllable thing got stuck in my head so much until in science class i wanted to write sperm but instead it became 'se-pe-erm' HAHA.
It was hillarious and somehow only Fatim and I understand what we are saying. ahahha.
Then then then we called each others name in three syllables. so i called Fatim, 'Fa-a-tim' and she called me 'Sya-a-aq' haha.
We were soo blurr and stupid at the time that we didn't realise our names are actually already three syllables. Fatim, Fatimah. Syaq, Syakirah. HAHA. okayy lameee i know but its fun ahah. okayy. Thats all (:

xoxo,
SYAKIRAH <3

Today is Friday

Well well well,
Today is Friday and nothing really happened. haha.
quite boring and i wasn't really feeling very well. I am actually sick right now but i don't act like i am. haha. i laugh and all like normal but actually ohh my gosh i was having a terrible headache. Which is actually quite normal to me but this one is like "oh my gosh i feel like fainting" pening. ahha. But i just let it be je. hee. Oh wait. something did happen today. Fareena's camera and Syaza's purse was stolen. We know Safwan stole Fareena's camera. He looked like so guilty so for sure its him. Oh and the funny part is that during agama we were all like perli perli him. we said "Ustazah, apa hukum MENCURI?" then ustazah said "Mari kita potong tangan dia!" hahaha. we made him duck his head down the whole time we were talking about the mencuri topic. It was so fun. haha.
I stayed back until 3 today like i normally do every fridays. Me, Syaza and Nadiah hung out together at first. We were like observing Azroy, Ashmen and Udin. haha. They look like they were on a mission. haha. Then we found out that they found Fareena's camera. Safwan and Suhairi hid it somewhere. Mcm fuck gila. Amaturr. ahha bak kata ustazah "Kak, lompak!" HAHAHA! Then Syaza berdating ngan boyfriend tercinta dia, Ashmen while me, adira and Nadiah went to Mcd to eat. we talked we laughed and we were hyper. haha.
Then at 2.10 like that we decided to go back to school as my father was going to pick me up soon. So we walked back. At the end of the bridge the asrama boys was walking back from the mosque. Amin was there too. hee :P Nadiah and Adira was infrrroooonnnnt! I was walking at the back slow and steady. hee. Not because i wanted to menggatal, no. haha. I wasn't feeling very well so i couldn't really walk that fast. Then suddenly, i saw Adira doing the "imitating rockstar move" haha, seriously, She looked damn retarded so i laughed like crazy. it was really funny. hahaha. Okay then we sit sit talked talked and i went back home. I slept for a while then hantar parents to the airport. They went to Indonesia. )': i miss them already. *sniffles* oh well, they will buy a lot of clothes from there. hee. excited much. :D
Anyways, now im at home with nuff and skin and they are like asking me to come eat. so thats the sign i gtg. haha. Toodles.

xoxo,
SYAKIRAH <3>

Syakirah's literature :P

Every morning i wake up,
Gets me all thinking,
Should i go to school?
Or should i continue sleeping?

Losers i love,
Are always there without a greed,
I cherish them for being there,
In my hour of need.

I'd do whatever i can,
To repay them for everything,
I'll do whatever that's possible,
I'll do almost anything.

Every problem i encounter,
Doesn't mean you've done something wrong,
Although my face may look like it,
You've done nothing at all.

While men are like rubber bands,
Women are like waves,
We have our ups and downs,
But that is just a phase.

To my dear bestiesbuds,
I would like to say,
I LOVE YOU GUYS TO DEATH!
In each and every way.

-Syakirah ☺

Understand

I know im an understanding type of person but i've never knew that all this while i have not been understanding him. Now that i know why he's been avoid me and so on, i will try to change wht he disapproves of me and hopefully our relationship can work out for the better.
You people may not know how i really am. When i love a person(guy) i wont get sidetracked. Not even for a bit. Occasionally from time to time, i would look at other guys and say "oooh! there handsome! grrh" haha. but it doesn't mean anything really.
Its just an expression us girls like to make. I dont know abt other girls but thats me.
I really hope he doesn't wanna end what we have. hopefully he wants to stay like this and even better, pop the question.
But he should knw that i dont want to pressure him. The decision is his to make and i will accept whatever he chooses to decide. I cant force him to do anything. I have no right to.
Just that if he chooses to end it, i hope we can still continue to be best friends like we were before.
I dont want, if our relationship ends, our friendship ends too. no no no.
It would be great if we were as we were.
So to you my love, my darling.
I love you and i will always will. Dont ever forget that.

SYAKIRAH <3

Yuna -

After midnight i shall kidnap you from the world
and i'll keep you in my room
hush now my love and hold my hand
after midnight i shall take you to a place
where no one else should know of
hush now my love and hold my hand

you are exactly where you supposed to be
and if they come for you
they would have to find me

stay
keep me awake
keep me amazed
only for today
keep me dazed
my love is yours only

after midnight
i shall stay awake
and if you chose to close your eyes now
hush now my love
i'll watch you sleep

you are exactly where you supposed to be
and if they come for you
they would have to find me

stay
keep me awake
keep me amazed
only for today
keep me dazed
my love is yours only

stay
keep me awake
keep me amazed
only for today
keep me dazed
my love is yours only

:/

At this very moment i am feeling soooo insecure and i don't know why.

I feel as if i am not special to him. I have done a lot of things to prove how much i care for him and i've done what i can to put in as much effort possible to keep us going but i feel like i'm doing everything. What is he doing to prove how he feels and what is he doing to make an effort?

I do see a little but that's it. JUST a little. He can't expect me to do everything. I envy most girls who has the type of guy who is not afraid nor shy to admit that he loves the girl and would have guts to show to the world that, that girl is his and that girl is special. not just any other typical girls. She is someone special.

Not that i care about the showing the world part but to be one of those girls who feels special to a guy (especially the guy you love) would be nice. I am thankful i even have a guy who loves me but how do i really know if he really does? I can compare him with a number of other guys who actually express how he feels and who is better but in the end i still chose that particular guy. 

I am the type of girl who doesn't care what people say or thinks about what she does. That's their problem. As long as i am happy, then that's good enough but when you have a guy its different. As long as both of us is happy then im good but right now, i am not happy. I don't feel special. I feel like what we are will only stay in school. That's not cool. I see other couples out there and im jealous. totally jealous. but i just bear with it and live with it.

xoxo,

SYAKIRAH :'/

Holiday Schmoliday

Hey yall!

I know i haven't updated my blog. I was busy and lazy. haha

Anyways, This holiday i went to

Kerteh, Terengganu. It may not be the most awesome place ever but its quite interesting :D

I slept at Awana Kijal and i even slept in the suite but only for one night only. haha. then i switched to a premier room overlooking the beach (:

The suite has its own jacuzzi tub outside at the courtyard and at the courtyard, there is a gate heading to the beach. Cool right? well there's more but you'd have to see for yours

elf.

The first day i was there i went to Mesra Mall whi

ch is the ONLY mall there and there are not many stores (sakit hati je) haha,

after that i went to the beach.

i helped my nephews build sand castles and i played frisbee, played in the water and i even got myself buried in the sand! :D

Cool right? i know! but omgosh you have no idea how heavy the sand was. haha. and itchy! hahaha :D

Then i went swimming and played water gun fight with my nephew izran. haha i know it sounds childish but hey! its fun and i have to because i had to take care of them. hee What to do? i am their one and only Aunty Baby (:

Then i went back to my room and ate dinner and the next day i left for Kuala Gandah, Pahang. We went to see elephants and i even went to deerland! :D

The elephants were huge and scary. haha.
oh and not to mention smelly. peeyouhh! hahhaa
anywayss. i did alotta things and im kinda lazy to share anymore. hehe.
till next post! :D

SYAKIRAH ;P

Lovely Lusciousness :D

Hey people! Im just here to say i am very happy i got a guy in my life. heee :D

Though we're not a couple. I repeat, we are not a couple. We just like each other.

For my case, i dont just like him. I love him. I really care for him. I dont want anything to ruin what we have (:

InsyaAllah, we will work out. I hope we will. 

I wont say who I'm in love with. That you'll have to put the pieces together yourself. I will only just fill you in the details on how i feel about him and all. (:

Oh and i walked around school with him and we talked and all. He gave me his picture when he was standard 5, haha, verrrrrrry cuteee! haha

And i gave him my nametag. he said he wants to sleep with it. hehe. 

Oh i love him so. He just makes me so happy but at times he could make me sad too but hey, that's life right? It cant just be all fine and dandy all the time. We will always have our ups and downs. Just gotta face it, 

Im just thankful that this year feels like a better year than last year,

I am more rajin, hardworking and most important, happy.

I actually stay back at school to do my homework and study. Sounds weird and so not me, i know! but that's what i do nowadays. Study and hoping that he'd come and hang with me. Although sometimes he doesn't but thats alright. I dont mind anyways. 

Okay, i am getting pretty sleepy so im gonna hit the hay okay? goodnight, sleep tight. 

xoxo,

SYAKIRAH <3

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xoxo,
SYAKIRAH <3

Lala latest (:

Hello peoplee, sorry i've not been updating much.(Sofea) Quite busy you know. School shinanigans.
haha
Oh yeah! i've started school! hahaha.
I am currently in 3 Mawar. At first i thought its a loser class because as far as i've known, it was the second last class. but then i found out the school shuffled some names. Dnt know why but whatever.
I like my class now. The people are verrry nice. I LOIKE :D
Im sitting beside my bestiebestfriend Audrey. ngee. So yeah. haha
Peeps, don't look down on the Mawar class. We might just surprise the socks outta ya! hee
Anywayss, My life, (so live your life, heyyy eyy eyyy) HAHA.
There is nothing much to say about my life. It's just normal and practically the same so yeah. haha.
I dont know. I just loove life right now. haha but been moody nowadays. Some family problems. :/
So to those who knows me, if you see me frowning, dont talk to me. (:
Im giving you guys a clear warning. So i wont accidently say something i shouldnt. hee
So i guess thats about it so far. For now only.
If im free and i have new news, i'll be sure to update aiite? :D
TTFN, see youu, Lovess

xoxo,
SYAKIRAH <3